Page 169 of Lost in the Dark

You abandoned him first,my own inner voice chastises me.

Shut up! He told me he was bound to me! He pushed me away and chose someone else! Playing with me! I should have never let him in! He’s just like the rest of them! Rejected me… just like the rest of them…

“Astar only chose one. You are bound to me, Benji.”

The car fills with black fog and I close my eyes. Tears track down my cheeks and it pisses me off that my body is reacting out of my control. I punch the car door. The pain in my knuckles brings me back, makes me think clearer.The mind is a strong thing. I’m strong.

Demon arms come around me, his back spikes caging me against him as the vehicle we sit in disappears into nothingness. I feel weightless, something that should scare me, but the constant nightmares that plague my mind since my childhood have made me accustomed to it.

I turn and grab his face, kissing him again in anger, in frustration. He no longer looks like the Cajun, but like the demon that came into my life when I least expected it … when I needed him the most. My constant companion in the land of the lost and hopeless.

His long, black tongue slips out of my mouth to lick down my jaw, and then the brand he’s put on me. It throbs with want, and aneed to be wanted. Astar doesn’t disappoint as his fangs graze the site again and again. We continue to float in nothingness, a different realm, until we land on solid ground. The scenery is unfamiliar, but the only thing I can focus on is my demon finally returning back to me.

I was trapped inside of myself, inside of my own mental views of what I’ve become.Rejected.Scorned. When truthfully, I knew that I rejected him first to protect myself from feeling so deeply, from hungering for his affections.

Too bad for me that it was already much too late to do anything about it by the time my mind realized what was going on.

His body crawls backward and his tongue travels down to my cock. His tail wraps around my necklovingly—I know it to be that, now. I groan when he takes my dick into his mouth, growling beneath it all in an expression of the pain I felt during my mental shutdown.

My fear of another loss.

“You are bound to me, demon. I forbid you to go into anyone else. It’s me or nothing, do you hear me?” I grab his head and shake it in frustration, my eyes burning.

He mentally chuckles in my mind, soothing my insecurities with his multivoice as he sucks the life out of my dick, his tongue performing the most wicked things around my shaft and crown. His tail constricts and relaxes around my neck, making my dick pulse just the same.

When he merges his body into mine, his leech tail continues the job between my legs until I growl in pleasure, grabbing its head and shoving it down further to take everything I have to give.

The climax hits hard and fast, my dick pulsing jets of release into Astar. A primal side of me prides myself in being able to mark him this way, as well as the way he eagerly takes what I give him. When it feels like my sack empties completely, the leech end of his tail penetrates my slit, licking all the remnants left behind in our union. It sends aftershocks of pleasure through me, and I groan in ecstasy.

I lie there, catching my breath, running everything that’s happened through my mind. Nothing makes any damn sense, yet this isexactlywhere I wanted to be—this is exactly where I was alwaysmeantto be.

“Astar doesn’t wish to go back into the human realm. Astar has bound youhome.”

His tail slithers up my body, caressing me. Sighing, my heart feels like it’s being squeezed to death by his stupid declarations of love and devotion. His own version of it, anyway.

Flipping over, Astar divides from my body, and I force him onto his stomach.

Stroking my dick back to life, I rub it behind him and snarl, “Good. Because you’re stuck withme, demon.”

The fact that he’s letting me dominate him makes my love grow even deeper.The asshole never did play fair.

Whether it be this world or another, home is where he’s pulled me. He’s never leaving me again. Biting his neck to leave my own mark, Astar growls and claws at the ground, undulating his ass against my crotch. I kiss his wound, licking the blood and savor his taste. I should have done this a long time ago. I should have made him fully mine.

In the chaos of my life, I lost myself. Any of the control I thought I had slipped away so slowly that I wasn’t able to see it, I wasn’t able to brace for it. Consumed by my own flames, I gave up on the hope of freedom and sanity. He came to me disguised as the one who would end me.

Who knew it would be a nightmare demon who would instead save me from my own prison, and lead me through the fire?

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