Page 35 of Dirty Love

“No, fuck you, Kade,” I bite out, sighing through my teeth when I catch the internal struggle in his eyes, fisting my cock through my boxers to show him what he’s done to me. “Why did you just do that? Why do you keep torturing me like this?”

“I’m torturing myself, too, Nicky,” he admits, looking down between us to watch me get myself off, the muscles in his arms tightening at the sight of me.

“Stop it, then,” I rasp. “Stop hurting us.”

“I can’t,” he stresses, snatching my wrists to pin them to the pillow over my head, lowering his face to graze my open mouth with his. “Fuck, baby, I wish I could.”

I whimper and seek his body out with my hips, squeezing my eyes shut when he pulls back a bit to stop me. “Kade… please, don’t fuck her.”

“I’ll be back soon,” he repeats, more decisive this time, pushing himself off of me to walk away.

The door slams with his exit and I punch the sheet, lifting my hands up to scrub them over my face, disgusted by the images of him and Arianna running rampant through my head. A few long minutes go by and I let out a humorless laugh, sitting up a bit to fist my dick again, spreading my legs to take it out fully.

“Fuckin’ asshole.”

I’m so fucking mad at him for leaving me like this, but I’m also fucked up on whatever was in that pill he gave me, horny as fuck and desperate for something to fill my ass. I lean over the bed and unzip my bag to search for the lube I stashed at the bottom, jumping when the bedroom door swings open behind me. I whip my head over my shoulder and find Kade pacing the room, angrily ripping his hands through his messed up hair. I frown and prop myself up on my elbows, confused as to why he’s back so soon, and why he looks so mad at himself.

Is it because he fucked her… or because he didn’t?

“Did you…?”

He shakes his head and suddenly stops pacing, slowly moving his dark blue eyes over my bare dick, then back up to my face. I grin like a brat and he glares, still pissed, it seems, but I don’t think I’ve ever seen him this hungry, either. That’s a dangerous combination in Kade, but I’m too far gone to care. I want him and I’ve got him, whether he likes it or not.

“Two nights,” we say together, and he nods, closing the distance between us to claim my mouth with his.

I fall down on my back and wrap my hands around his neck, digging my heels into his ass to encourage him to grind on me. He does and I moan at the feel of him, eagerly running my fingers through his hair to chase his tongue with mine. He slides a hand over my throat and chokes me with it, then he curses into my mouth and pushes himself back up to stand.

“Kade, I swear to god,” I growl, convinced he’s about to leave me again, but he just smirks at me over his shoulder and pushes the wooden dresser in front of the door, blocking it to ensure no one can get in here.

Pulling his shirt over his head, he walks back over to me and pushes his zipper down, probably to give his dick some breathing room, taking a little bag of white powder from his pocket to toss it down beside me.

“You swear to god what?” he taunts, kneeling up on the bed between my thighs, pulling a note from his wallet to roll it up. “What will you do to me, baby brother?”

I open my mouth but snap it shut just as quickly, too busy thinking about all the things I really want to do to him, staring at his ridiculously hot body while he grabs the cocaine and spreads a line out on my abs. He uses a card to neaten it up and then dips his head to my stomach, lifting the note to suck the drugs up through his nose. I shiver and he slides his tongue over that same spot, cleaning me up, crawling over me again to bump my nose with his. Knowing what he wants, I open my mouth and lick it off of his tongue, tangling his and mine together to ensure I get it all. Without breaking the dirty kiss, I reach down and take the note from his hand, but he just shakes his head and snatches it back, throwing it down on the nightstand beside us.

“Hey—”

“That’s all you’re getting,” he informs me, running his big hand over my inner thigh.

“But—”

He digs his fingers in and I whimper, closing my legs around him to fight the overwhelming sensation, but of course he doesn’t allow that.

“I said that’s all you’re getting,” he repeats, pushing my thighs out even further this time, spreading me wide open for him.

“Why do you always get more than me?”

“Because I’m bigger than you,” he teases, looking down between us to examine the length of my body. “God, you’re so fucking sexy.”

I smile shyly and he kisses my neck, moving across to my throat and down to my chest, touching and squeezing every inch of my flesh he can get his hands on. I make a needy little noise and he licks my nipple, making me jolt, my eyes rolling back in my head at the feel of his mouth on me there.

“You like that?”

I nod and he does it again, using his tongue and his teeth to drive me insane. My hips fuck his pelvis and he rocks into me, using his free hand to push his jeans and boxers down over his cock, using our combined precum to rub it against mine.

“Oh, fuck,” I rasp, awkwardly wiggling my toes into his waistband. “Kade.”

He takes the hint and pulls back to get them all the way off, quickly pulling my boxers down and over my legs while he’s at it. As soon as we’re both fully naked, he pins my thighs to the sheet with both hands and fucks me without fucking me, dipping his head to bite and suck my lips into his mouth. My heart races and I dig my nails into his waist for leverage, secretly enjoying the way he seems to have lost his fucking mind.

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