“Say it.” I repeat, slower this time.
He laughs lightly and drops his head back on the couch, staring at the stars while he speaks. “Because he’ll kill me for it.”
This motherfucker.
I move without thinking and take his jaw to pull his eyes back to mine, digging my fingers into his cheeks to hold him there. It’s not his fucking fault, but I’m pissed off and he’s the only fucker I feel like taking it out on, so he’s just gonna have to deal with it.
“Listen to me very fucking carefully, Lev,” I say clearly, pulling him in until his nose touches mine. “If this is really what you want, for me to drop it and leave him alone, fine, I’ll leave him the fuck alone, but the next time he puts his hands on you or even talks to you the wrong way, I’ll ruin his life so fast he won’t even see me coming before it’s done, and I’ll do it with or without your fuckin’ say so. Got it?”
He blinks in surprise and stares at me with his mouth parted, almost like I’m some alien creature he’s never seen before. “You’re serious.”
“I know.”
“You gonna act like this every time I get hurt or is it just Killian?” he jokes, playing it off the same way I know Callie does when she’s done sharing her feelings for the day.
“I’ll ruin anyone who hurts you, period,” I say simply, flicking my roach into the ash tray on the table. “And if you even try to stop me, I’ll tape your hands behind your back and make you watch.”
He groans and drops his forehead on my temple, speaking in my ear. “You’re so fuckin’ hot.”
I smirk and slide my eyes to the hot tub where Kai’s sitting with Freya, his arms spread out on the edge while she straddles his thighs and runs her hands over his chest. To anyone else, he’d look like he’s enjoying himself with her pussy on his cock and her tits in his face, but I know better. He’s only enjoying the fact she has no idea he’s him and not me, and that if she did, she’d run a fucking mile.
I catch my brother’s eyes and he grins like a demon, setting his drink down on the edge of the hot tub, then he grabs my fiancé’s face with both hands and shoves his tongue in her mouth. I shake my head at him and look at Levi, hiding a laugh when I catch the look on his face. This isn’t the first time Kai’s had to distract her for us and it probably won’t be the last, but despite the fact he knows it’s all fake, it still pisses him off all the same. The smug little bitch thinks I chose her over him and he hates not being able to tell her different.
“Get upstairs.”
My cock thickens at his bossy command and I move to stand, quickly swallowing my drink while I walk for the house to do as I’m told. Several pretty girls call me by Kai’s name while I make my way through the crowd but I ignore them, tossing my empty cup on the kitchen island before I head for the stairs. I don’t bother to look back, I already know he’s following me, and as soon as we’re out of sight on the second floor, he’s on me. He catches me by the back of my neck and spins me to face him fully, smashing his mouth on mine while he walks me through his bedroom door. He locks it behind us and backs me up towards the bed, pulling my shirt over my head before doing the same with his own.
“Did you fuck any of those guys you told me about?” I rasp, fumbling with the button on his jeans to push them down over his thighs. “That gay couple or the other one before me?”
He raises a brow and steps out of them, pushing me back a step until my ass hits the mattress. “No.”
I cock my head and lean back on my elbows, watching him closely while he curls his fingers beneath my waistband to pull the rest of my clothes off. “Did they fuck you?”
He laughs lightly and leans over me to tease my mouth with his, pushing my thighs apart to lie down between them. “No.”
What?
My brows dip and I pull back an inch to look at him, searching his eyes for the lie. I know he’s gay – not bi, just gay – but I’ve seen him play with pussy before so I guess it’s possible..
“You ever fucked a girl?”
“No.”
Jesus fucking..
“You’re a virgin.”
He nods and wraps his fist around my cock, smirking when it jerks in his grip. “You like that?”
My eyes darken and I slide my hand over his abs, all the way down to that hot little vee peeking out above his boxers. “I want you to fuck me.”
He groans at that, quickly snatching my jaw to force my eyes back to his. “Right now?”
“Right fuckin’ now.”
He kisses me hard and wiggles his way out of his underwear, blindly reaching into the drawer of his nightstand to find the lube I know he keeps in there. “Does your dad still make you all get tested once a month?”
“Why, you gonna fuck me bare?” I tease, grinning when he glares impatiently. “I was clean three weeks ago and I haven’t fucked anyone sinc–”