He flinches like I slapped him and I move to leave, locking my jaw when he snatches my wrist to stop me. He yanks me into him and I shove him off just as quick, but then he pins me down on my back and straddles my hips, leaning over me to get in my face.
“Show me.”
“What?”
“You wanna play pretend?” he teases, pulling me back when I try to look away. “Quit bein’ a little bitch and show me. Show me how much you hate me, baby.”
I glare and he smirks, slowly dragging his bottom lip through his teeth like he’s taunting me with it. That sets me off and I grab the fucker by the jaw, spinning on him until I’m on top with his thighs spread out either side of mine.
“Careful what you wish for, baby.”
His eyes darken with need and I twist his neck to the side so I don’t have to look at him, dipping my head to bite the pulsing vein there. He moans like he likes it and I pull his boxers down to his ankles, blindly reaching over to grab the lube from the nightstand. He slides his hands over my waist but I smack them away, pinning his wrists to the bed above his head.
“You don’t get to touch me.”
“You can’t be serious.”
I grin and flick the cap open with my teeth, coating my middle finger with lube to tease his ass with it. His hips buck and I lift my eyes to look at him, enjoying the way his mouth parts when I push the tip inside him.
“Fuck.”
“You like that?”
He nods and I push in a little further, leaning over him to watch his reaction while I finger him there. His breathing turns ragged and he grinds his cock against mine, already wanting more. He doesn’t deserve more, but I give it to him anyway because I can’t fucking help myself. I twist my finger and pull it out to add a second one, crooking them inside him to tease the spot I know’ll drive him crazy.
“Oh my fucking god,” he chokes out, dropping his eyes to my mouth. “Wren.”
“What?”
“Kiss me.”
I laugh lightly at that, purposely dipping my head to ghost my lips over his. “You want my mouth, Lev? Fuckin’ take it. I dare you.”
He does and I growl, releasing my hold on his wrists to wrap my hand around his throat. I choke the bastard with my tongue and he digs his nails into my waist, eagerly rolling his hips on me to fuck my hand. I pull my fingers out to deny him and push my boxers down over my thighs, snatching the lube from the sheet to cover my cock with it. He leans up on his elbows to watch me but I shove his ass back down, positioning myself between his legs to slide the tip over his hole.
“This might hurt.”
“I don’t c–”
I push it inside him and he grunts out a curse, wrapping his hands around my neck to yank me down on him. I groan at the feel of him and he lifts his ass off the bed, pulling me in deeper until I’m buried balls deep inside him. All the built up tension leaves my body on an exhale and I drop my forehead on his, stupidly allowing him to take the pain the way only he knows how.
I don’t hate him.
I’m fucking trying, damn near forcing myself to make him suffer for what he did to me – for what he did to my fucking sister – but I can’t fucking do it.
I love him so much it hurts and it’s fucking killing me.
“Fuck, baby,” he whispers, taking my face in his hands to force my eyes to his. “Tell me what you’re thinking.”
“Fuck you.”
He bites his lip to hide a stupid ass grin so I dip my head to bite it for him, hard, clenching my teeth around his flesh until I taste his blood on my tongue. He jerks beneath me and I smirk, scraping my nails over his abs to wrap my fist around his cock. A sexy little whimper escapes his throat and I rake my free hand through his hair, pulling his head back to take his mouth with mine.
“You’re so fucking hard for me,” I rasp, sliding my hand from the base to the tip and back again. “You gonna come for me with my cock in your ass?”
He nods and I tighten my grip on him, shifting my hips a little bit to get the angle I want. I fuck him hard and deep and he moans again, rolling his hips on me to fuck me back hit for hit. I suck on his tongue the same way I’d suck his dick and he goes fucking nuts, clenching his ass around me so hard he makes my eyes roll. His cock pulses in my hand and I look down, damn near losing my mind at the sight of his cum shooting up all over his abs. I pin his hips with mine to finish inside him and he wraps his hands around my neck, holding me down on him like he’s afraid I’m about to make a run for it.
I don’t make a run for it.