It was jealousy.
They can take care of themselves. I knew that. Whoever followed them wasn’t brave enough to approach, I knew that much.
But I hadn’t had any contact with my men besides the group texts they sent after I shared the photo.
I blushed a little.
I still couldn’t believe I had shared it.
It went against everything I had been taught growing up.
Agnello never missed an opportunity to remind me what he thought about my mom. I had been warned time and time again that there would be consequences should I ever follow in her footsteps.
Modesty.
Chastity.
Obedience.
His favorite and my childhood mantra.
Once upon a time, I had thought those words were the keys to my father’s heart.
I knew now that they werehiskeys to my blind submission.
Sending something as racy as a naked picture, even if I had my face partially hidden, felt like something else.
Something alive.
And now I was on my way to a strip club.
I knew they owned strip clubs. I knew sex was all a part of their business, even if they didn’t sell skin, per se.
But the text I got …
I opened the messaging app on my phone and clicked on the message once more.
It was of Damien and Gabriel walking into a strip club called Velvet Paradise.
I scrunched my face up at the name.
I wondered who came up with that.
Not my men—at least, I hoped not.
But in the picture, a woman with fingernails at least three inches long and painted red had placed her hand on Damien’s chest and looked at him in a way I knew well.
It wasalmostthe same way I looked at him.
Except, I didn’t look so … predatory.
Or, at least, I hoped I didn’t.
I grimaced.
Now wasn’t the time to worry about my ‘sex face’ if that was actually a thing.
Underneath the picture was another text that said: