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I tightened my arms around her, resting my cheek on the top of her head, refusing to admit to myself why my vision was suddenly oddly blurry and my eyes were burning.

There was so much darkness inside me. I hadn’t shown anyone the extent of the darkness in so long... maybe ever. Or perhaps I had, and it had darkened and deepened in my time alone. Alice was brighter than the sun and showed me just how dark I was compared to her.

Part of me had always expected her to say I was too much. But instead... she seemed to revel in it and sink deeper in with me every time I showed myself, every time I opened myself up to her a little more.

I’m not too much for her.She saw me, she appreciated me, and she didn’t run away. She ran straight for the center of the black hole.

She loved my beast. Maybe one day... she’d love me too.

Chapter 50

“Man, we didn’t evenget to the clothespins.”

“I know. Such a shame. Guess we’ll have to revisit those.”

“What was the corn for?”

It was Friday afternoon, and we were lounging on the couch in the front room, talking through the punishment I’d suffered through last night. It seemed to be one of his favorite things; sitting on the couch with his feet on the ottoman watching his nerd tv shows and letting me lay beside him with my head in his lap.

Sir liked to stroke my hair, working his fingers into it and squeezing slightly, and then releasing it, like a cat kneading its favorite blanket. It felt so good and made me feel so cared for and special when we did this. I knew he loved my hair. He was always touching it, playing with it, smelling it.

Of course, I usually wore as little clothing as possible. Today I was naked except for the chastity belt that he had once again forced me to wear around the house, and I’d pretended not to want to wear it. I’d put in a pair of sparkly purple bars in my nipples, and a dangly jewel in my belly. I had little stars, moons, and planets all the way up the sides of my ears, and a purple stone in the side of my nose.He told me I looked like a glittery disco ball, but I knew he secretly liked it.

“What do you think it was for?”

What could you do with corn?

“Make me eat it raw?”

He wrinkled his face up. “Boring. Raw corn isn’t delicious, but it’s not bad.”

“Hm... put it in my pussy?” I squirmed a little at the thought.

He looked down at me with a sly expression. “Do you really think that would be a punishment? Putting a big, thick, hard, textured toy into your hot, wet, needy cunt after edging you for two hours?”

I blushed and felt my pussy flutter at his filthy description. He was using that dark growly voice he used sometimes, and it fucking did things to my body.

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