And I don’t. If I have to splay myself open and reveal every painful piece of me to keep her, I will. I just hope it doesn’t include Jason because I want to keep him as far away from her as possible.
What I did was for her, but if she never knows, that’s fine with me. I want her to look toward our future, and Jason is very much someone who should be in her past.
“Oh,” she says, arching a brow before her eyes soften, “That was—”
“I didn’t do it for him,” I say, kissing her palm. I’d do anything for this woman, including saving her stupid brother.
Her brilliant blue eyes glisten, and I suck in a breath when she kisses me sweetly. But when she pulls away, my spine tingles at her furrowed brow. I eye her with a frown when she opens her mouth but strangely slams it closed instead.
“What?” I ask, curling my hand into a fist. Is she angry? Or is it something else? Fuck, I miss the days when I could read her like a book.
“I-it’s nothing,” she mumbles, glancing away. “Thank you for telling me.”
Grabbing her chin, I pull her around, desperate to see her pretty eyes. “Sweet, I don’t want anything to come between us.”
She smiles and pulls me in for a long kiss that makes my dick stand to attention, and when we pull away, I’m panting, and she’s breathless.
Smirking, I laugh when she smacks my arm, the tension in my chest easing, but as I follow behind her into the house, I can’t help but wonder at the hesitation? Was it my fierce declaration or something else?
∞∞∞
HALSEY
“Hey,” Aaron says with a smile when we enter.
“Hey,” I say, bypassing him to drop my bag in my room.
When I re-emerge, I slow at the threshold to the kitchen when I hear Aaron say, “I would never let her get hurt.”
“I get it, but she’s not safe,” Griff says in warning.
With a warm pulse in my chest, I enter the kitchen and head straight for Griffin’s outstretched arms, snuggling close and breathing deep. This feeling right here is feeding my soul, and I missed it and him so much there’s a desperate need to hold on with both hands.
Aaron smiles, and I return the gesture, so very grateful for his presence in my world.
“So, what’s the plan?” Aaron asks, and I sigh when Griffin stiffens in my embrace.
Behind Griffin, Aaron fans his face, mouthing so hot, and I smile, but the warm glow fades because I know I have to tell Griffin the truth about my part in the video, and I’m dreading it.
A large part of me doesn’t regret my actions, but I don’t want it to come between Griffin and me. Hopefully, he’ll understand because I had to do it. It was part of my journey.
“I don’t know,” I say, leaning back. “We wait for word from my dad?”
Griffin’s eyes darken, but he nods, searching my eyes. “Okay, but I don’t want you out of my sight.”
With a smile, I peck him on the lips. “That sounds good to me.”
Griffin’s eyes light up, and I smirk, turning away and pulling him along with me.
Aaron calls out, “Try to keep it down.”
With a snort, I shut the door behind us. “Now what?”
“Now I make you scream,” he says huskily, and everything falls away but him and this.
Chapter Thirty
I’m so fucking tired.