Me:Hey. Yep. Beau’s kissed me. And some other things. And I like him.
Me:A lot.
Me:Especially the way he touches me.
Me: But that’s where it gets confusing, too.
The dots start jumping, so I wait for her to respond.
Ellie:What’s to be confused about? Hot guy? Check.
Ellie:Good kisser? Check.
Ellie:Big dick? Check check check. (not three dicks, just that it’s a big one)
Ellie:So what’s the issue?
I swallow hard, then make my fingers fly, not knowing how much time I have before Coach Hall shows up.
Me:He makes me feel things.
Me:And it’s confusing.
Me:No one has ever bothered to be nice to me before.
Me:And maybe I’ve always treated sex kind of casually.
Me:(Thanks, Mom.)
Ellie:Full. Stop.
Ellie:Do you actually LIKE this guy?
Me:?
Ellie:I mean, like him as a person. Not just for a cute butt or whatever.
Me:I think maybe I do. That’s why I’m so freaked out.
Me: El, my mom showed up to the pre-season meeting today.
Ellie:Oh, fuck no.
Me:It was hella embarrassing.
Me:She wasn’t ever supposed to know I was here.
Ellie:But how?
Me:I’m pretty sure the team captain—the one who has it in for me—found her info and told her about the meeting.
Ellie:Oh, fuck.
Footsteps nearby tell me Coach Hall is probably about to show up.
Me:Gotta go. My coach wants to talk to me.
Ellie:Okay. Thanks for not leaving me hanging this time.