Page 14 of Make You Miss Me

Ashxox:P.S. Cute Bio… like how you threw in the fact you got a big dick but tried covering it up with your BDE: Boys Down East.

Tmanning59:You lost me at “you got a big dick.” Thank you and it’s yours anytime you want it. :-)

Tmanning59:But for real Boys Down East is a real thing. Go look up the hashtag smart ass!

Ashxox:Hold please… runs to search #boysdowneast!

Fucking A… he wasn’t lying. So many pics of hot shirtless dudes at the beach, fishing, driving their boats, hanging out with other hot dudes, or should I sayBoysDownEast? There was even a pic of Trent standing on top of his Jeep on the beach that was posted by a Boys Down East fan page. These guys are like legends in North Carolina. I mean, they sure know how to breed them down there…

Ashxox:Okay, so you weren’t lying… lots of good eye candy under that hashtag. Thanks for the plug :)

Tmanning59:Watch it… I’ll hunt you down and give you some eye candy all right.

Ashxox:Pshhh whatever! Go tell that to one of your many fuck buddies.

Okay, maybe I’m fishing here, but I can’t help it. I know his type and I also know with his looks and many talents, he has them lining up at his door.

Tmanning59:See, that’s the issue here, though. There is this one chick who is a mind-fuck and has now caused my dick to only want her, so it’s not as easy as you make it sound. But… I have a plan!

This guy is killing me. I’m seriously considering running away to North Carolina and begging him to move into a love shack on the beach with me.

I can’t help but ask…

Ashxox:And what might that plan be, sir?

Tmanning59:To make you miss me….

Shit! What if I already do?

***

We continue to flirt via Instagram every day. Yesterday took a bit of a turn when he asked about me coming back to Nori Beach in July. I was honest and told him I was still debating on if I was for sure coming or not. What I didn’t tell him was that I just wasn’t sure if I could handle being around him for an entire week.

Now that Lottie and his cousin Greyson are all hot and heavy, I know we would spend most of our time with them. I just don’t know if I can stand only having Trent temporarily and giving him up when its all said and done.

Even as a child, I never enjoyed playing with other people’s things that I knew I could never have. If it wasn’t something obtainable, I would rather not have a taste of it at all. The only problem is… I have had a taste of Trent, and I fucking loved every second of it.

Needless to say, with Trent on my mind constantly and the fact that I have felt this eerie feeling of being watched the last several days, I’m a bit on edge and not in the mood to be at work tonight.

I saw one of Gio’s men in the coffee shop the other day watching me as I sipped my latte and read a book. I know for certain he wasn’t there for the fresh brew.

It’s just a matter of time before they crack down on me.

On top of that, I keep questioning if working here is worth the risk anymore. I originally started here as a cocktail waitress for the thrill of feeling fun and rebellious.

The job sort of just fell into my lap after getting an awesome opportunity through the owner of Masqued. Sloan, who is the coolest chick ever, owned and operated a popular sex blog before moving to New York and opening this club.

Sloan saw some of my designs at a competition my senior year and commissioned me to draw up some sketches to outfit her staff.

She invited me to the club to get some inspiration, and I immediately felt the thrill of being there. The anonymity coupled with the fun and rebelliousness was exactly what I needed. Before I left that day, I asked for a job.

In the beginning, working here was a lot of fun but lately, it’s felt lackluster.

Snapping me out of my thoughts, Cass speaks up as she starts another round of drinks for my VIP table.

“Hey boo, why the long face? You’ve been distant all week. I miss that sparkly smile.” Cass is like the big sister I never had. She is always looking out for me. She’s the only person other than Lottie who knows about Trent and that I saw him again in North Carolina.

I give her a big smile. “Sorry. I know I’ve been in my shell a bit this week. But you’re right. I need to smile more. This RBF isn’t making me as many tips.”

---