Page 21 of Trust in my Heart (Desires of the Heart 2)

“What?” I bark into the phone.

“I’m sorry, please don’t hang up,” she pleads.

“What do you want?” I growl.

“I know I messed up, but it’s only because I love you guys so much. We can work this out,” she says in a begging tone.

I shake my head even though she can’t see me.

“We don’t want you. What more won’t you get? Leave us the fuck alone,” I snap, and hang up.

Braxton comes into the room, looking me over.

“What’s going on?” he asks.

I let out a sigh. “Helen just called, trying to plead her way back,” I say, and drop my phone on the nightstand.

“She’ll give up eventually,” he says, coming to lay beside me.

“I sure hope so. I don’t want to have the dark cloud that is Helen ruining anything we have with Holly,” I tell him.

He nods his head in understanding. “We won’t let it happen again.”

“I can’t believe we are going to be dads,” I say, staring up at the ceiling.

“It’s pretty fucking exciting. Once we have Holly here and with us, everything will be as it’s supposed to be. I’m not sure how long D will wait though,” he says thoughtfully.

I let out a laugh. “Yeah, he’s not very patient when it comes to something he wants.”

Braxton smirks at me. “We both know how that is.”

Seven years ago…

That night my best friend Ethan was making me go out on the town. He already had men of his own, but sometimes they drove him crazy. He loves them, but I could see how being with your partner twenty-four hours a day would lead to needing space. Everything can’t be perfect all of the time.

We were heading out to one of the hottest clubs.

What I really hope to find is someone to fuck me. It has been a long time since I had gotten laid.

Fuck, do I ever need to get laid.

Last time I went out, I found and fucked a guy and ,well, that’s great; but this time I want to find someone to fuck me.

Usually because of the way I am built, people expect me to do the fucking. I have big shoulders that are built from me working out at the gym and, at six foot six, it has been hard to find someone to give it to me the way I have been craving.

Someone to fuck me hard like they can’t get enough.

Ethan starts dancing the second we walk into the club.

“This is going to be a lot of fun!” he says excitedly as we make our way to the bar.

I take a look around, and the place is packed.

I have high hopes when I see all the attractive men around.

“Is anyone catching your eye?” he asks, grinning.

He turns around and hands me a drink he just ordered.

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