Page 31 of What the Heart Wants (Desires of the Heart 1)

Ethan walks up to me and grabs me in a brutal kiss that has me gasping for air.

I feel someone’s hands on my hips as an erection digs into my back.

“I know you’re not ready for us to fuck you yet, but I’m sure there are other things we could do to you until you are. You just tell us if we cross a line that you aren’t ready for, you hear?” Grayson rasps in my ear.

I nod my head. “Yeah, I will. I trust you guys.”

They seem shocked by my words for a moment as they all still at them, but they should know that I trust them already by me being here and letting them get as far as I have. I didn’t want to experience this with just anyone.

Ethan and Grayson pull away from me, but only to move me in the direction of the bed. Levi and Asher are already on it, one on each side with their shirts already off, looking like some sort of sexy offering.

I’m placed into the middle of the bed as Ethan and Grayson take either side of me. Asher is behind Ethan, and Levi is behind Grayson. They start kissing each other. I honestly don’t know who I want to look at more because they are all so hot. I can feel myself getting wetter just seeing their bodies flush against each other and their mouths take each other in a hot kiss. I whimper at the sight as my hand travels down my body.

I inwardly curse myself because of my sweater. I’m already hot, but I remember that I’m wearing a high-neck shirt underneath, so I remove the sweater and throw it somewhere on the ground.

They all look at me in my shirt and thong, and the sexual tension in the room increases a few notches.

Asher looks at me over Ethan’s shoulder. “One day, I hope you will be ready for us to see all of you.”

“One day,” I whisper. I say it as a promise to reassure them that it will happen.

I’m glad that they aren’t making a big deal out of it right now and are allowing me to go at my own pace. Fear of the look on their faces when they see my scars still stops me.

I know when I do show them that there will be no turning back. Would they treat me differently knowing that I had a heart transplant? I hated being treated differently because of it. I worry that it would change the way they see me.

I shake the thoughts from my head and think about the here and now.

Ethan slides a hand up my thigh as Grayson does the same on the other side. They each grab a leg and spread me open for their enjoyment.

Asher wastes no time in getting between my legs, and his face is just inches away from me.

I look up at the ceiling and hope that I don’t do something stupid to embarrass myself. I already feel like I’m on the edge and nothing has really happened.

I feel a light kiss over my thong. I look down and lock my eyes with Asher as he does it again.

I gasp at the feel as Grayson grabs my chin and tilts my face closer to his to kiss me hungrily.

I hear a noise and tear my mouth away from Grayson to look down to see where Asher is lying between my legs. He’s still teasing me with his mouth over the lace between us.

Levi is hovering behind him. I lock my eyes with Levi’s. He’s grinning wickedly at me as he nips at Asher’s back grinding his cock into him.

Asher’s eyes are full of lust, and you can tell that he’s completely lost in the moment. It takes him a few seconds before he slides my thong aside and I feel his tongue at my clit.

Grayson’s fingers tangle in Asher’s hair as he nips at my nipple through the clothes. I feel a slight sting, but I know it would feel a million times better without my shirt and bra in the way.

Ethan kisses down my jaw to my neck and I tilt my head to give him better access.

I realise that my hands are sitting in between the three of us, so I move to grab their erections through their pants causing both of them to groan.

I feel a finger slide inside me causing a moan to bubble out of me.

So much is happening at once. I don’t know where to focus my thoughts and who is making what noises.

Asher and Levi are in their boxers, and I wish that Ethan and Grayson were too. I might not be ready for more, but I would like to feel more.

“I want to touch you guys,” I say fighting off the embarrassment at saying the words.

Ethan and Grayson strip out of their clothes in record time. I would have probably laughed if it weren’t for the fact that Asher hasn’t let up on my pussy.

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