Page 14 of What the Heart Wants (Desires of the Heart 1)

She’s wearing a long-sleeved shirt without a hint of cleavage. I can’t help but wonder why she never wears anything but those shirts. She has on the pencil skirt she was wearing at the office with bright blue heels. I notice she likes to wear bright heels. They bring out the long lean legs that I love to look at.

“Wow, you look beautiful,” I say and peck her on the lips.

She blushes at my comment. “Thank you,” she says as she walks into the house.

I follow her. My eyes are glued to her ass as it sways back and forth with each step. She looks back and catches me staring, and I wink at her.

“Wow, you guys have a beautiful home,” she says, and I can’t help but feel pride at the thought of her liking our home.

“Thanks. We had it built from the ground up. We designed it to our liking,” I say and follow her to the kitchen where the others are waiting.

She smiles and lets out an appreciative noise when she walks into the kitchen. “Wow, everything smells great,” she says as I hear her stomach rumble. I can’t help but chuckle when she blushes.

“I think we should eat first,” Grayson states with a chuckle.

We all take a seat at the table and there is small talk while we eat, but the tension in the air is growing as our plates become empty.

We clean up the mess from dinner, and I refill Kyla’s glass of wine before sitting down again.

“Okay, we should start talking,” Asher says, and we all try to gather our thoughts.

“Let me start by asking a question… Have you all done this before? More than just you four together?” she asks hesitantly.

“Yes, we had a woman who we loved very much. We were with her for a couple years,” Grayson says softly.

Kyla blows out a breath. “Okay, do you mind me asking, what happened?”

Levi is the first to speak. I see his eyes mist over. “Well, she died a few years ago; car accident. A drunk driver ran a red light.”

Kyla lets out a soft gasp and puts her hand over her mouth.

“I’m so sorry. That must have been so hard,” she says sincerely.

“It was and has been very hard. We hadn’t thought about bringing another woman in since then but, when we were all instantly attracted to you and can feel this connection, it just seemed right,” I say not taking my eyes off Kyla.

I watch her swallow hard. “What’s different about me? You guys could have any woman. Who wouldn’t want the attention of you four?”

Grayson clears his throat. “Well, there is just something about you that draws you to us. We aren’t trying to replace Bethany as she will always have a spot in our hearts, but we have missed having a woman to love who would love us all equally and not favour any one of us. Before we met Bethany, we had found women who would try to separate us from each other, and that was never going to happen. The four of us are a package deal. It took a long time to find a woman who would love us all and not try to tear us apart.”

Kyla is silent for a moment. All of us watch her every move. She seems to be collecting her thoughts.

“I-I don’t know what to say. I mean there’s nothing really special about me. I don’t even have that much experience to keep up with four guys. I’d hate to be a disappointment, so I feel like I need to be honest about that,” she says and takes a huge sip of her wine.

Part of me is very fucking glad she doesn’t have much experience. I would be happy to show her all we know. She wouldn’t need to know anything but how to pleasure us and take the pleasure we give her.

I know the guys approve of that statement she made.

“You’re very special to us. Would you be willing to see where this goes?” Asher asks hesitantly. I know it’s because he’s afraid to hear the answer.

We all hold our breath while waiting for Kyla to speak.

Finally, she nods her head slowly. “Yes, I told myself I would always live life to the fullest and not be afraid to try anything new. This is definitely new, but it feels right. You guys feel right. Although I do think we should take this slow.”

No one speaks. All you can hear is breathing around the table.

I watch as Levi gets up and walks over to her. He grabs her hand and pulls it so that she’s standing before him. He leans his head down to kiss her and she meets him half way. It feels completely right now that I can see with my own eyes that we are all in.

Still, we can’t rush her into anything. Like she said, she doesn’t have much experience. As much as I would want to get lost in her body tonight, I know she’s not ready for that. We might have to do something tamer than we have in a while. Maybe just getting lost in kissing her because I want to feel those lips again now that we are all on board.

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