Page 15 of Becoming the Alpha

“Jason?”

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Jason

I ran my hands through my hair, my wolf pushing at me hard while I paced around the room. This was a very bad idea. Keeping myself in this room with Lily was going to end with either my willpower or my mind snapped. I didn’t know how I was expected to keep my hands off of her, but I knew that when her heat was over, she would be so much more pissed that I took advantage of it. I didn’t want to hurt my mate.

“Jason? What’s going on?” Lily asked, blinking and looking around like she was just barely realizing that we were in my room. I sighed, running a hand down my face. I turned to the door because I couldn’t be trusted to keep my hands to myself if I was looking at her.

“You’re going into heat, Lily. Your wolf is emitting some strong scents and signals to the world and every wolf within miles of here is ready to tear down this door and ravage you - well, wolf without a mate. Your heat causes pain if you don’t get a release. It would be a good idea to go into the bathroom, lock the door, and give yourself some release right now. You’re going to have a long painful night if you don’t,” I grunted, my hands clenching and my jaw snapping shut. I squeezed my eyes closed as I begged my mind not to picture Lily’s release or the water cascading down her body. It didn’t seem to do anything but bring more images to my brain faster. All the blood rushed down to my cock, making it strain against my jeans.

The poor guy was having a really tough day. He had already been denied once and now it looked like a second denial was in the works. I heard Lily get up off the bed and my claws erupted from my hands as I tried to keep myself from snapping. I needed to get ahold of myself because my mate deserved someone better. I slammed my hands on the door frame, sinking my claws into the wood in an attempt to keep from going to her. I took a deep breath, my ears picking up every little pad of Lily’s feet on the floor. I jerked as I felt her hands slide up my stomach from behind.

“Jason, I don’t want to give myself a release. I want you to give it to me,” She said, her voice silky and sweet. A loud groan came from me, but I refused to move.

“Lily, you’re only saying this because of the heat. You won’t feel the same after this has passed. In fact, I’m pretty sure you’ll be even more pissed at me for taking advantage of you. So if it’s all the same, could you stop tempting me? My willpower is strong but I would do anything for you and it’s taking every ounce of control I have right now not to give in.”

Lily laughed, the sound light and musical. A shudder wrapped down my spine as she stepped around, letting her fingers trail against my body. She stopped in front of me, pushing her hands up to my chest and leaning her body in. “What if I want you to lose control?”

I tilted my head to the ceiling. “Oh Goddess. You’re going to fucking kill me, mate. I can’t do this.”

“Jason,” Lily breathed, wrapping her tiny hand around my chin and pulling it toward her. She wasn’t strong enough to make me do it, but I willingly let her lead. I stared into her eyes, a shot of lust burning through my veins. “I want this. I know you’re trying to protect me and do the right thing, but your mate is in pain. She’s hurting and you have the power to stop it. She’s asking you - no, she’s begging you to put her out of her fucking misery.”

I blinked, her words sinking in slowly as I realized what she was asking of me. My wolf was more than ready, but I pushed him back, making him wait a moment longer. I pulled my hands out of the doorway and wrapped them around her small wrists, lightly tugging on them. “Are you sure this is what you want? Once this has been done, it can’t be undone. You won’t get rid of me - ever.”

Lily laughed again, looking amused and excited. “I was never going to get rid of you in the first place. You claimed me, remember? It’s too late and right now, I need you so fucking badly.Please.”

My control snapped. I couldn’t deny my mate anything and the fact that I knew she was in pain pushed me over the edge. I ducked down, throwing her over my shoulder and putting her back on the bed. Her little squeal made my heart soar. I crawled up her body slowly, giving her plenty of time to anticipate what I was going to do next. It caused her breath to hitch and her chest heaved. I smirked, my male pride increasing at how much I could affect her. I lowered myself, her body molding to mine and our lips locking together. Her tongue swirled with mine and I groaned, pressing into her.

She pulled at my shirt, yanking it halfway up before it got caught. I chuckled and lifted up, letting her take the shirt all the way off. She traced her fingertips through my abs and up to my chest. She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me to her, our lips locking together again. I slipped my hand in her shirt, loving the moan that came out of her. My hand drifted up to her breast, running her nipple through my fingertips. Her back arched as she tried to get more feeling like the greedy girl she was.

I pulled away and she whimpered, causing me to chuckle. I wanted to take my time unwrapping her, but I knew she couldn’t wait much longer. I hooked my fingers in her sweatpants and pulled them down in one fell swoop. I worked my way back up by kissing up her legs, savoring every whimper and moan I earned. I pulled her panties down slowly, licking up and down the inside of her thighs.

“You want more, baby?”

“Yes, Goddess,yes! Please, Jason, I need more.”

“Anything you want, my female.”

I pushed her legs apart and dove into her core, licking her from top to bottom. Her moan increased and she tilted her hips to allow me more access. I dove in with renewed enthusiasm, her taste sweet and overpowering. I feasted upon her until her back arched and she came undone on my tongue.

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Lily

I blinked as my senses came back to me, allowing me to catch my breath. I glanced down, my eyes widening as Jason came up and grinned at me, his beard and mustache slick and wet from my juices. I sucked in a sharp breath, my embarrassment growing by the minute. I shuffled up on the bed, grabbing the sheet to pull over my body while trying to get away.

“Where do you think you’re going, mate?”

I froze, lifting my gaze slowly to look at Jason. His eyes were glowing, his wolf shining through. I swallowed, my embarrassment making my mouth dry. “I’m going to get dressed.”

“Why? Have I done something to upset you?”

“N-no, it’s not you,” I said, glancing away and clearing my throat. “I…um, have never done anything like this before. I’m a little unsure of myself.”

“You’ve never donewhatbefore?”

“This. Any of this. I’m…inexperienced.”

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