Page 33 of Redemption

“God, yes, Mistress, please.”

My nose twitched at an all too familiar smell. One of feminine arousal. It grew closer until a petal soft touch brushed my lips. My mouth automatically opened, and the tips of Josie’s fingers entered. Not too deep, but enough that I tasted her juice on my tongue. I sucked them in my mouth, gathering up all the flavor. She pushed two fingers in farther as I nipped, sucked, and wetted the full length of them. With a pop, she pulled them out of my mouth.

“Don’t move or you will be punished. Don’t think either. Just feel, Miles. Give over your feelings and feel.” Her words had me frozen. What did she intend to do next?

Before I could draw my next breath, her fingers were teasing a place that had never been touched by another living soul. I tried pulling away, but my bonds held me tight. Josie gently rubbed circles around my asshole, not quite entering, but circling and teasing.

My breaths grew shallow and gasping. “Yellow.”

The circling stopped immediately, but Josie’s fingers remained where they were.

“What’s going on in your mind right now, sub?”

“I don’t think I like that.”

“You don’t like it, or you’re not sure if you should like it?”

I concentrated on the feel of her fingers. They weren’t intruding, and I was tingling in a way I didn’t think I should be. But, I couldn’t say for a fact that I didn’t like it. I guess she was right in that I didn’t think I should like it.

“I’m not sure.”

“There’s nothing wrong with receiving pleasure Miles, no matter where that pleasure comes from. There is no right or wrong way to receive it either. If this is something you absolutely don’t want, I’ll stop. But I think you should give a long thought to everything I’m offering you.” Her fingers began their light tracing again; this time one dipped slightly inside. Not enough to hurt, but I was definitely aware it was there. Nerve endings I never knew existed fired, and a shiver of ecstasy skated across my skin. She took my silence as acquiescence because her finger suddenly went deeper. To add to the sensation, her hot breath blew across my cock as I sucked in a breath.

“Relax. Just let things happen. Stop overthinking everything and feel. Exhale.”

Automatically, I followed her instructions, and then there was a slight burning as my hole was stretched when she added another finger. When I didn’t think I could take anymore, my cock was in her mouth again as she sucked me. Up and down her mouth went in time with the thrusts of her fingers in my ass. It was exquisite agony reconciling the thought that I was enjoying what she was doing and the fact that it was wicked and dirty. I loved it even as I fought hard not to.

I inhaled on a sharp intake when she hit a spot deep inside me. Immediately, my balls drew up, and I was ready to explode. Once more she stroked it, and when I thought I was about to come, she withdrew her fingers and cold air hit my cock as she removed her mouth as well. My ass clenched on emptiness.

“I’m going to fuck you now, Miles.” Before Josie even completed the sentence, she’d moved like lightning and sank down until she reached the hilt of my cock. Every inch of it was inside her juicy cunt. Then, she started moving. I tried to meet her downward thrusts with my own upward ones, but I couldn’t move much due to my restraints. Her nails scored my chest as her thrusts quickened, causing me to flinch.

“I said not to move.” I forced myself to stay still, not wanting the delicious feeling to end. With each upward motion, her cunt clenched down, trying to keep me inside of her.

Josie inhaled my next moan when her mouth devoured mine. I was overwhelmed with the feeling. Everything was happening so fast I didn’t have time to think. The only thing I could do was feel. The tight fit of her pussy, the stinging of the scratches on my chest, the taste of her lips, and the bonds of my surrender. The musky aroma of our arousal flooded my nose, and the slapping sound of two bodies colliding with each other echoed in my ears. I was engulfed in nothing but sensation, and I could only let go.

As if Josie knew I was at my limit, she stopped sliding up and down on my cock and ground her hips into mine as though trying to force more of my length inside her. One of her hands left my chest, and before I could guess its destination, it entered my hole again. The sudden intrusion, mixed with Josie’s juices dripping between us, had my balls tightening and come exploding from me, bathing her insides. Her cries of release rang in my ear. She continued to milk me for everything I had until I was wrung dry.

Josie’s exhausted body collapsed against mine, both of us bathed in sweat. Our heartbeats settled into a matching rhythm, and I basked in the peace that filled me. The fabric over my eyes moved as Josie removed my blindfold. I blinked at the sudden intrusion of light. Once I could focus, my eyes immediately found her. The smile on her face could light up a thousand suns— as if she glowed from the inside. She shifted off me, and my cock begged for her return. I watched as she reached out to the bedside table for a pair of safety scissors and began cutting away my bonds.

My whole body was relaxed in a way it had never been before. My mind was clearer than it had been since Malcolm’s death. Once Josie made the final snip and I was free, I couldn’t resist pulling her to me and breathing in her scent. A sense of calm came over me, and I never wanted it to end.

“Permission to speak, Mistress.”

“Of course.”

“Thank you. For everything. I had no idea I needed this. To be bound with no control over what was happening. It was freeing in a way I never would have guessed. So, thank you.”

“Oh, Miles, you humble me with your submission. I want nothing more than to lead you on this journey. To help you discover things about yourself. Things buried so deep you wouldn’t have even thought to look for them. It’s my duty as your Domme to help you explore this life. To help you find your strength in submission.”

There was nothing more to say. Only to embrace this new side of me. I pulled Josie a little closer, and she snuggled into my side. This right here was where I was meant to be. All those years wasted. My eyes closed, and a peace settled deep inside my heart.

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