Page 40 of Desire

Chapter 31

In truth,I was both nervous and aroused at the thought of the pain Connor wanted to cause. I never had masochist tendencies before, but then again, none of the Doms I’d played with before were sadists. They hadn’t even tried to push my pain limit. Although, I didn’t know if Connor actually identified as sadist. Not that it mattered. I loved the man he is. I would do everything I could to fulfill his needs. I was sure it would take some time and a lot of communication, which we both were slowly getting better at.

So far, everything had aroused me tonight. But I knew Connor had barely tested my limits. I knew that I could expect much more. My curiosity about how much pain I could endure was about to be tested as Connor moved away from me.

“We’re not done here. Up on your hands and knees. Your ass hasn’t felt the bite of the crop yet.”

I followed his instructions and waited for further commands. A sigh escaped me as feather light kisses were dropped down the length of my spine. Teasing circles were drawn on my hips, edging closer and closer to my center. Both hands left my hips and the bed shifted. A whoosh of air was all I heard before a sting sizzled across my ass. Although I knew it was coming, I squeaked and jumped in surprise. It hurt, but not overly much. My body actually flushed with arousal.

Connor began a light tapping across my cheeks, not hurting at all, just warming up my skin like he described so many nights ago.

“Ah, the first blush of pink is my favorite.”

The taps continued, getting stronger and stronger with each strike until I began flinching. Then they stopped, and a hand began caressing the sting away. My pussy was trained to respond to pleasure and the soft caresses were arousing enough to cause it to weep. Connor’s fingers dipped into the wetness.

“Such sweet nectar.” Sucking sounds followed his words and although I couldn’t see behind me, I pictured him licking my essence off those thick, long digits. More wetness dripped down my thighs at the imagery.

My thoughts were interrupted when another crack of the crop sounded as it made direct contact with my ass. This time though, the strikes quickened and increased in strength until I could no longer stop the flow of tears I didn’t realize I was even shedding as the pain increased exponentially. I began sobbing uncontrollably, and just when I reached a point where the pain was intolerable and my safe word was on the tip of my tongue, they stopped. In the same heartbeat, Connor buried his face in my pussy, thrusting his tongue deep inside me, his hands squeezing my ass cheeks to remind me of the pain that still buzzed. He ate at my cunt, sucking and lapping up every drop of my juice. My orgasm came out of nowhere, and I screamed my release.

Before the spasms even ended, Connor’s cock entered me and he grabbed my hair, pulling my head back as he rode me hard. He pounded into my aching pussy with an uncontrollable frenzy. With each thrust, the fire reignited across my ass cheeks. But he didn’t stop. He reached his hand around and found my clit. He flicked the sensitive nub, causing a shudder to run through me. He circled it with his fingertips and the tremors began again as I climaxed a second time. Connor’s roar of satisfaction filled the room, and exhausted, we both collapsed on the bed.

Connor cushioned his descent, and instead of landing directly on top of me, he fell off to the side. I lay on my stomach, my head turned toward him. He shifted onto his side and traced the dried tear tracks down my face.

“Never have I seen anything as beautiful as your tears. You humble me with your submission.”

“Thank you for the pain, Sir. It only made the pleasure that much sweeter. For a few brief seconds, the pain and pleasure blended into one giant sensation, and I was no longer able to distinguish one from the other.”

Connor pulled me into his arms and hugged me tight, offering me the comfort and care I needed.

“You’re mine to care for. I will do my best to cherish and honor your gift of submission.”

Heavy with sleep, my eyes closed, and I slept through a dreamless night, content in my Dom’s embrace.

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