Page 1 of Because I Could Not Stop for Death

Chapter One

Icy rain slapped the dirt road, turning it into mud. I did my best to protect my skirts, holding them as high as I dared above my ankles. It wouldn’t do to go into my interview covered in mud. I had a feeling that Miss O’Brien would not look kindly on me for that.

A shrill whistle broke into my worried thoughts. “Move aside!” called a man who was driving a wagon loaded down with barrels and crates bound for the market uptown.

As the wagon rolled by at a fast clip, one of its rear wooden wheels fell into a rut in the road and splashed mud onto my side. I stopped in the rain and stared at my soiled skirts and cloak. My head hung low. Was there any purpose in going to the interview now? Miss O’Brien would never hire me to be a maid when I arrived in such a state. How could I claim to be able to clean anything when I was a mess?

I watched as the wagon lumbered down the mud-covered street. The rain fell in earnest then, so much so that I couldn’t even see the stately homes that sat on either side of the street or the two-story brick primary school that I attended off and on as a child. I yanked at the hood of my cloak, pulling it farther down over my eyes. I couldn’t turn back. It would be far worse to show up late than dirty. I marched ahead in soggy boots.

Through the rain, the great house came into view, and I realized that it was just across the street from my childhood school. It was a two-story white clapboard home that loomed above me. I had never been inside a home so large before. If I got the position, I would be able to live there. Possibly. It seemed to be a very far-off chance now.

With shaky hands, I removed the note I had received from Miss O’Brien. In delicate script, Come to the back door at half past noon. Do not be late. Mr.Dickinson does not abide tardiness. And then she signed her name, Margaret O’Brien.

Rain smeared the ink. I patted it and only managed to transfer the ink onto my hand. Mud-covered skirts and now ink-stained hands.

The worst part was I didn’t need to read the letter. I had memorized it. It was only my nerves that made me remove it from my pocket to read it once more. Yet another mistake I made that day. Only I could have made such a mess of things.

There was no one at the front of the house, and the gardens, which stretched far into the backyard, were empty too. No one was silly enough to be out in this cold January rain. Ice slapped my face. The rain was beginning to freeze. It seemed fitting for the state that I was in.

I slipped and skidded on the cobblestone path around the grand home until I came to a plain door painted black with a brass handle and knocker. I swallowed and lifted the knocker.

Tap, tap, tap. It fell against the door. No sound came from inside the house. I waited a moment, wondering if I should knock again. Would knocking again aggravate Miss O’Brien and show that I was not only covered in mud but impatient? I knew she would already be dubious of me due to my appearance.

There was no cover outside the servants’ entrance. The rain droned on, soaking me to the skin. I worried about the puddles that I would carry with me into the majestic home. I lifted my hand to knock a second time, and the door opened. My pale hand was suspended in the air. I dropped it to my side.

A thin woman with curly dark hair that was smartly tucked under in a knot on the back of her head stood in the doorway. “Miss Willa Noble?” She had an Irish accent like the men who worked in the warehouse with my brother. Although hers had a much gentler lilt to it than the men at the warehouse.

I nodded. I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out.

“Come in, then.”

I stepped over the threshold into a dark hallway. Two sets of stairs went up in either direction from this spot. I imagined one led to where the family lived and the other to where the servants worked.

“Don’t stand there and drip,” Miss O’Brien said in a voice that was firm but not harsh. “Take off your cloak there.” She pointed at the wall. “There’s a peg where you can hang it.”

I did as I was told. Still, I hadn’t spoken a word. I prayed my ability to speak would return before the interview began.

She looked down at my feet. “You can’t walk through the house in those muddy boots. I will have to spend days scrubbing the carpets. Wait here.”

She left me standing in the entryway and disappeared down the hallway. I dripped on the floorboards. She returned a minute later with a pair of old black shoes in her hands.

“These belonged to the previous maid. She left them when she took a new post. I have been meaning to mail them to her, but I am glad now I have not.” She set the shoes in front of me on the floor. “Take those boots off and put these on.”

I again did as I was told. The shoes were a size too small and pinched my toes, but I didn’t say a word about the discomfort. “Thank you,” I murmured.

“Good, you can talk. I was afraid we would have to pantomime this interview. Now, follow me, and I will take you to the room where we can discuss the position. Lift your skirts as we go, so as not to soil anything. Mrs.Dickinson prides herself on a clean home.”

I lifted my skirts and followed her up the left staircase. I assumed this was the way that led to where the servants worked. She opened the door at the top of the landing, and I was astonished to see I was wrong. Instead of walking into a servants’ hallway, we were in a large sitting room. Everything in the room was so elegant! A fire crackled and snapped in the hearth. The furnishings were fine. A velvet brocade sofa was on one side of the fire, and two matching chairs were on the other. A modest yet sparkling chandelier hung overhead, and a petite desk stood by the window. I didn’t think I had ever been in a room this lovely before.

Miss O’Brien perched on one of the two chairs. “I hope it’s all right that I ask you to remain standing. Please know it is only to spare the furniture from the state of your clothes.”

I nodded.

“You must look such a fright because of the storm outside, so I won’t mark you down too much for that. January is such a horrid month. It rains or snows or both almost every day. More weeks of foul weather lie ahead. I suppose that’s why summer is so precious to us. The spring is unpredictable and can be ripped away by a whim of the wind.” She said this all in her Irish lilt like she was trying to coax me to sleep with a bedtime story.

I nodded again.

“Where are you working now?” Her tone told me that pleasantries were over and she was getting down to business.

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