“Yep.”
“You’re pretty without it.”
I shrug. “Yeah, but it makes me feel good when I do wear it.”
He hums. His hands go to my jacket, unzipping it and pushing it down my arms. My shoes are next. Then my shirt.
I raise my arms diligently.
Camisole. Bra.
I stand, and he yanks my leggings off, his face hungry.
“Kiss me,” I whisper.
He obliges. I’m not sure how he always ends up fully clothed while I’m naked, but I’m suddenly desperate to change it. Not breaking away, I unbuckle his belt, unzip his pants. Shove them down until he can kick them away. We pause to remove his sweater, then shirt.
I run my nails down his chest, eliciting a shiver that rolls up his body.
“Bed,” I say.
His chin lifts, gesturing for me to go first.
I make it halfway across the room when he grabs me, lifting me by my hips and carrying me the rest of the way. My back is pressed tightly to his chest, my feet only a few inches off the floor.
“Wasn’t I moving fast enough?” I joke.
I fall onto the bed and roll over, welcoming him when he climbs over me. We’ve had sex. We’ve fucked.
But tonight, I have a feeling it’s going to be something new entirely.
“Am I in control?” I ask.
He shakes his head slowly, eyes going to my throat when I swallow. “Are you ever?”
“More times than you know.”
A muscle in his jaw tics.
“Caleb.”
“Hmm?” He’s getting closer to my neck, inching down.
He’s not touching me, and I’m really starting to hate him for it.
Not really. Pretty sure I don’t hold an ounce of hate for him anymore.
Did I? Yes. Should I? Yes.
Do I?
I exhale when his lips finally touch my throat. His hand follows, resting there. Keeping me from moving.
“You’re going to lose your innocence,” he says in my ear. His breath is hot, moving my hair. “You’re going to walk into that prison as you are now, and you’re going to leave it as someone else.”
“Maybe.”
His hand tightens for a second, then relaxes.