“Tristan,” she protests.“I didn’t put towels down yet.You’re going to ruin your sheets.”
“I don’t give a fuck about my sheets.They can be replaced.”That silences her.I’d planned to work my way down her body, but she looks too delicious, so I start at my favorite spot, devouring the chocolate covering her clit and sucking hard.Her hips buck off the bed as she moans, but I’m not ready to make her come again yet.
My tongue slides up her body, following the trail of chocolate around her belly button, up to her right breast, sucking her nipple until it makes a satisfying pop sound when I release it, then moving to the left and repeating my movements.She writhes under me like the pleasure is all too much.She has no idea.I want to make her feel everything I’ve ever felt for her.I want her so mindless with pleasure she forgets anyone exists but her and me.
My tongue glides over her chest, over her collarbone, and then along the strip of chocolate on her neck.She groans sexily when I suck on that spot on her neck, right under her ear that always turns her on.Her hands slide into my hair, and when she opens her eyes, they’re bleary with lust.
“Make love to me, Tristan.”
I hold my body over her as I stare into her eyes.“Don’t you know by now that’s all I’ve ever done?”I kiss her fiercely before pulling away again.“No one will ever love you as much as I do.”
Her eyes bounce back and forth between mine, and I see the minute she realizes what I want.I want her to tell me she’s mine.I want her to tell me she loves me.I want to be enough for her and not just a replacement for her dead husband.
Her eyes get glassy with unshed tears, and instead of forcing her to let me down easy, I kiss her.I kiss her with everything I’m feeling, with every wish I have for us, with all the love in the universe pouring out of me.I know I’m pushing her faster than she might be ready for.I promised I’d be patient.I told myself I was okay being second.
But I’m not.
I want her to choose me.I want her to want me the way I want her.But more than anything else, I want her to love me.