Page 117 of X My Heart

She sucks in a breath and I know she’s almost there.

“Give it up for me,” I order her.

I pound into her again and she finds her release, and screams my name. I’m this close to reaching my own bliss while she rides out her orgasm, milking my cock. I come too, taking her with me again for the second time.

Closing my eyes, I grunt her name and pull out, shooting my cum onto her thigh. I grab her knees to steady myself. My eyes traveling into the back of my head. I love the flutter in my chest. Resting my forehead against hers, I’m dizzy from inhaling her scent. This was perfect, and fuck, I hope I wasn’t too rough with her.

Sky

He pulls his shirt over his head and dabs my thigh with it, and I slowly slide out from the barrier of his arms. After fastening my bra, I pick up my shirt from the floor and put it on. My legs are like jelly, and I grab the workbench for support.

“Sky, babe, let me help you,” he says, his voice soft. He cups my cheeks, “Shorty, you’re burning up. You need to rest.”

“No, I don’t,” I spit back. He can’t see me like this. I try to make it to the door, but my legs give out and I fall face-forward.

But, as always, he’s right behind me and holds me up. “Give me a sec. Did you take your wheelchair over here or your walking stick?” he asks as he places me on the workbench.

“I don’t need your help,” I grit out, crossing my arms in front of me.

Circling my knees with affection, he rasps, “Don’t be like this.”

“Like what?” I gulp, raising my brow, hoping that if I pick a fight he’ll let me go. My legs start to spasm, and I bite hard on my lip, praying he won’t notice. His eyes widen when he places his palms on my shaking legs and I break.

“This was a mistake,” I mumble, diverting my eyes from his intense stare.

“What?”

“A mistake.” It takes everything I have to hold his broken stare as I tell him this without any emotion in my voice.

There is so much hurt and anger in his eyes. He opens and closes his mouth, a pained look crossing his face. He blocks my escape, his body boxing me in. Hanging his head, he softly says, “You mean the having sex part or us in general?”

“Both,” I whisper, trying to keep my voice hard, although I don’t mean it.

He shakes his head and pushes off the workbench. He paces the room, anger radiating from his body.

“Everything is a mistake. I’m never going to be enough for you.” I need to hurt him; I need him to leave me. Although it breaks my heart, he doesn’t deserve to be part of what is going to happen. It will destroy him.

I shove him hard, and he stumbles back a couple of steps. I grab my chest, my lungs hurt like I’m being stabbed. I cough, trying to fill them with air.

Then he’s right in my face, holding me up. “Is this really what you think? I don’t believe you, Sky.” He lets out an anger-filled roar. He growls. His nostrils flare as he closes the space between us.

I’m so tired, I have barely eaten these last couple of days, knowing what I have to say to get him to leave I bite out. “I thought I could love you but I can’t. It hurts t…”

“You don’t love me?” he snaps. “Don’t fucking say that, Shorty. I know you do.” He caresses my cheeks between his shaking hands. “You fucking love me,” he pleads, his voice breaking.

I shake my head, trying to pull his hands away.

“Don’t you fucking do this,” he whispers. Kissing me, he parts my lips with his tongue, and I melt, disappearing into him with all I have. I love him so much it hurts—it hurts too much. I grab his waist, bumping him in his chest with my fist, not wanting to look in Hunter’s eyes which are red from unshed tears.

“Stop looking at me like that,” I scream at him.

He holds his hands up in defeat. “Baby, please, it’s okay.”

“Stop saying it’s okay when it’s not,” I yell, throwing the stuff he has lying around on the workbench on the floor. And he lets me do it, making me more angry in the process. “I’m dying. Why, Hunter?” I sob.

“I don’t know,” he whispers.

“And you are still here. Why are you still here? Do you get off on this? Having me helpless and defenseless? Is this what makes you tick?”

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