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She smiled at me, and I smiled back, feeling the warmth of her love that was radiating off of her entire being.

My beginning, my middle, my end.

She took my last name that evening, and we danced the night away with our loved ones. We celebrated life, we celebrated the beginning of something magical. Something that would last forever.

After the evening came to an end, Aaliyah and I stayed on the rooftop for hours waiting to witness the sunrise together. This time when the sun warmed our skin, I didn’t let her go. This time, I was wise enough to hold onto her tighter. This time, I’d stay as long as possible. I didn’t care if it were for hours, months, or years. I was completely invested in her, in our story, in every single adventure we had yet to deserve.

Every inch of me belonged to my Little Red Riding Hood, and every piece of her was mine.

For as long as we both shall live.

Epilogue Two

Damian

I hated funerals;they reeked like death.

I always found something odd about stuffing a body into a box, then standing around it as you wept into the open casket. Could you think of anything more miserable? Staring down at the limp body you once loved, wishing you could’ve brought the flesh back to life. It was a known fact from movies that bringing the dead back to life was always the wrong idea, but still…for a second you considered it.

That shit was sad. It was as if humans loved self-inflicted pain. Sometimes I wondered if the tears were for the person who died, or the people left behind forced to face another mundane day of living. We humans spent so much of our time trying to tap into the meaning of life then,bam! You were dead in a box with a person sobbing over you—a person who probably talked massive shit about you while you were living.

That was people for you, though. Hypocrites day in and day out.

I smoothed my hands over my black suit and charcoal tie. I wore black every day of my life, but for some reason I almost wore white that morning. I figured it would’ve been a nice “fuck you for abandoning me at birth” to father dearest.

I held my breath as I walked into the church. To my surprise, I wasn’t struck by lightning as I stepped inside the chapel. I didn’t believe in God or angels or any of that stuff, but still, you never really knew what was waiting on the other side of this shit we called life. If there was a God, he probably would’ve taken me out right then and there.

I popped a peppermint into my mouth, as if that would overpower my drunken state. I was pretty much bathing in cheap whiskey. I’d been drunk since the flight and I didn’t regret it at all. Something about meeting your father for the first time at his funeral made the need to drink strong. Ninety-nine percent of me didn’t care if people knew I was fucked up, but there was always that lingering one percent…

“Oh, my goodness,” a woman stuttered, looking at me. She paled over as if she’d just witnessed a ghost.

Boo, bitch.

I must’ve had Daddy’s eyes. Most definitely his grimace.

“Catherine, Catherine, look!” the woman expressed, tugging at the black sleeve of the person beside her. When she turned in my direction, her face drained of color, too. She recovered a bit quicker than the other, stepping toward me.

She stood tall in her petite frame and pushed out an uncomfortable smile. “You must be Damian. I’m Catherine. I was Kevin’s wife. And this”—she gestured to the woman in a state of panic—“is Wilma. My sister.”

I would’ve said it was nice to meet them, but I wasn’t in the mood to lie. I wasn’t there to make nice; I was there to find out information about me, about my past. So I got straight to the point.

I brushed my thumb against the side of my nose and shrugged. “I was told you’d have another letter for me when I arrived.”

“Oh, yes. Yes. Of course. But first, do you want to go give your respects?” she asked as she looked down the aisle toward the casket.

“Nope.”

Wilma frowned as she tilted her head and studied me. “It’s remarkable. Truly. You are Kevin through and through.”

“I’m not him at all, lady,” I coldly shot back. I already knew she annoyed me, and I’d only spent five seconds in her company. I was pretty good at that—not liking people from the jump.

I looked back to Catherine. “The letter.”

“Oh right, I…” Her words fumbled off as she began sniffing the air. Yup. She was sniffing around like a damn dog trying to find a place to shit.

“What is that?” she asked.

“It smells like cigarette smoke!” Wilma expressed in an overreactive tone. “Oh, my goodness, Stella!” she screeched, turning to look at a woman around my age, sitting in a chair with her legs crossed, openly smoking a cigarette.

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