More quiet. Ludmil is an odd mix—a talker and a thinker at once. An asset, unquestionably. A friend. “You are not weak.” His voice is loud with the force of belief.
I glance over. His bald head is a study in certainty. All hard angles, deep-set blue eyes.
A muffled shout farther off—Osip’s, no doubt—reaches us.
Ludmil glances that way. “Do you really think—”
“Osip has always loved to flout authority,” I admit, “but he’s not suicidal.”
Ludmil’s brows leap.
“You can tell the men to kill him on sight—my orders,” I tell him.
One mistake need not follow another. I let pity get in the way of reason once. Not again. I turn to look at the doorway where I saw my brother for the last time. Ludmil still lingers. “Everyone has their weaknesses,” he finally says.
I nod. “Until they conquer them.”
My gaze wanders. The council room seems smaller without the other Bratva men.
“Whiskey?” Ludmil offers. There’s something at the corner of his lips. A sad smile that wants to shed the sadness.
I have to smile. “The contents of your official-looking leather briefcase revealed.”
Ludmil grins full-out. “Got me. I figured, after a day like this …” He takes a swig, passes it to me.
We stand there drinking, passing it back and forth. Until I tell him, “I can go, you know.”
Ludmil hands me the Macallan M bottle back, takes a step away.
“You don’t have to,” I tell him.
“But you want me to,” he says.
“Yes,” I admit.
He nods. If that hurt, he knows better than to let it show. “Goodnight, don.”
Yes, Ludmil really does know me well. And in his absence, there’s another. Standing here, all alone … No, perhaps not. It’s just me and my memories after all.
I wander into the midst of the circle, and stop at the red chair. Long-forgotten voices crowd in my head.
So, we meet again.
I sit down, take a swig of the whiskey.
Your own brother … We’ll be kings of the city … Promise me, please, Gino …
Another swig.
Maybe, one day …
No.
Exile is exile. I can never see Osip again.
And yet.
The whiskey is already working its magic on my brain. Thoughts are escaping me.