“Was last night real?”

Even though it was just last night, the entire memory is coated in an otherworldly haze: us making love a few more times in his office, feeding each other two-bite brownies with our fingers, then, in Gavril’s arms, a blanket, and then … nothing. I must’ve fallen asleep and Gavril carried me out of there? I don’t even remember.

“That’s your question?”

“No! Uh … what are you most looking forward to as mayor?” I turn to shoot him a cheesy grin.

“Not having my plans screwed with,” Gavril says immediately.

We chuckle. “Fair enough.”

“Yeah.” His eyes on me are soft, relaxed, but then he turns away abruptly. “But I have to get going.”

“Good ol’ mayor business,” I quip.

Gavril’s hands wander over to my ass absentmindedly. “Good ol’ mayor business.”

I wiggle my ass and press it towards him, but it’s too late. He’s already getting up and out the door.

“Hey, wait!” I call after him, “Where are we?”

He smirks. “We’re on the top floor of my building. I’ll be meeting you later. There’s a helicopter ride I’d like you to go on first.”

I gape at him. “Seriously?”

“What?”

“That’s how you tell me about this? ‘Oh, by the way, no biggie, I have a random-ass helicopter ride for you to go on.’Seriously?”

Gavril’s mouth looks like it’s about to break out into a smile, but he stops it. “I don’t have time for this, Joy.”

And then he leaves, without so much as a goodbye. I glare at the door as he exits.

I feel empty when he’s gone, and kind of rebuffed. He couldn’t give me even a “Sorry I’m being an asshole, but the state of our municipal entity is at state”?Zilch. Zip. Nada. Not even an “I love you” to tide me over until I see him next.

Just him being the kind of inexplicable jerk I thought he’d stopped being a long time ago.

I sit up in bed, still frowning. Now that I’m thinking about it, Gavril did seem off today. Like he had something, some secret …

Stop it.

Gavril meant what he said about stopping all his sketchy backdoor business. He doesn’t lie. He wouldn’t lie to me.

Why, then, do I still get the feeling that there’s something he’s still not telling me?

Maybe because it’s the morning and I’m starving? As I get up, I see that maybe I’m not completely pissed at Gavril. He left a toasted cinnamon raisin bagel out for me on a plate on the dresser.

“Fine,” I grumble to myself. “I’ll reserve my judgment.”

By the time I’m finished, I’m feeling fed enough to watch some TV. There’s more food in the fridge, and by the time I think to check my phone, I’m shocked—it’s been, literally, hours. Guess I was expecting someone to come by or something.

I call up Mom, we chat a bit, though she seems off, too. Distracted. I go back to the TV. A few more hours pass in the blink of an eye.

Well, there goes another day …

It’s freaking seven p.m. and I’ve sat around all day.

Oh, because you had so many more important things to do?