“Are those happy tears or…?” he asked.
I took the tray and placed it on the nightstand, then threw myself at Brody. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. Just held me. And it was the most amazing feeling I’d ever experienced.
“I love you,” he whispered. “I love you so goddamn much, Sutton.”
Squeezing my eyes shut, I prayed I wasn’t dreaming. I pulled back and looked him directly in the eyes. “I’m not dreaming, right?”
He smiled, and my heart flipped in my chest. “No, sweetheart, you’re not dreaming.” His eyes fell to my mouth, then moved back up. “I want to kiss you, Sutton.”
“Wait! I need to pee and rinse out my mouth!”
After a quick trip to the bathroom, I rushed back to the bed.
After catching my breath, I said, “Then what are you waiting for?”
A smile spread over Brody’s handsome face. He slowly shook his head before sealing his mouth over mine.
I cupped his cheek with my hand. It felt like Brody’s hands were everywhere on me, yet I needed more.
I pulled away and dropped my head back so he could kiss down my neck. Lord, what was it about him kissing me like that? It drove me to near madness. “Brody. More!”
He kissed back up my neck and along my jaw. “Tell me how far you want to go, sweetheart.”
I closed my eyes and smiled. Was it really going to happen? All the nights I’d dreamed of having Brody inside of me again.
It was really going to happen. My hangover was slowly slipping away as I looked at my husband.
“I want you—all of you.”
He reached for my shirt and pulled it over my head, then moaned. “You’re not wearing a bra.”
His hands cupped my breasts, and I dropped my head back again. When he took my nipple into his mouth, I nearly came undone. “Yes,” I hissed, digging my fingers deeper into his thick hair.
His finger and thumb played with my other nipple, and I swore I felt an orgasm building already. My eyes snapped open, and I cried out, “Wait!”
Brody instantly stopped. “What’s wrong?”
“I need something.”
He looked at me with a confused expression. “Um, okay.”
Laughing, I crawled off of him and glanced over my shoulder. “Feel free to get undressed. I’ll be right back.”
I dashed into my bathroom and spotted it on the counter, still plugged in. Smiling, I picked it up and drew in a deep breath. “You can do this, Sutton. You can totally ask the man you’ve been fantasizing about for years to use a vibrator on you.”
Pulling the toy to my bare chest, I looked up toward Heaven and said a quick prayer that Brody wouldn’t think I’d lost my mind, then headed back into the bedroom.
Brody was on the bed, naked. I came to a stop and just stared at him. He was beautiful in every way. From his dark brown hair to his muscular and insanely fit body to his… Oh my. That part of him hadn’t changed one bit.
I licked my lips and stared at Brody’s dick.
“Sutton.” His voice sounded strained. When he reached for his cock and stroked it, my knees shook. “If you don’t stop staring at me like that, I’m going to lose it right here.”
I jerked my eyes up to meet his hot gaze. “I wanted to…well…I thought you could… I’ve never…”
Brody sat up. “What’s wrong?”
I brought the vibrator out from behind my back—and watched as Brody’s eyes lit up, pooling with desire.