Page 58 of The Finding Series: Vol. 1

Dane’s acquiescence did nothing to ease Jax’s anger and he finally grabbed Dane’s jaw and forced him to release his hold on his cock. Jax held him there for a long moment as he tried to force the words out that would drive Dane away once and for all. One swipe at Dane’s insecurity about his looks was all it would take. Instead, Jax yanked Dane up and crushed their mouths together. The kiss was brutal, cruel even, but Dane took it all, his moans of pleasure evidence that he didn’t have a problem with the rough treatment.

Jax ripped his mouth free and shoved Dane away. “You want a quick fuck, you can get it from your new boyfriend. I’m not interested.”

“Your body says otherwise,” Dane said as he once again reached for the button on his pants. The zipper was next and the sound had Jax’s dick hardening further. Pre-come leaked from the head and he saw Dane actually lick his lips at the sight. Jax closed the distance between them and grabbed Dane by the throat.

“Do you have any idea what I’m going to do to you if this goes any further?” he whispered coldly. “No pretty words, no loving kisses. There won’t be anything sweet about what will happen. And it sure as shit won’t change what happens tomorrow. Is that what you want?”

“I’ll take whatever part of you I can get,” Dane whispered softly.

Heat slammed into Jax and he backed Dane up and then spun him around and shoved him face down onto the bed. He wasn’t gentle when he yanked Dane’s pants and underwear down. It took him only seconds to search out the lube in his nightstand drawer and he dribbled some onto Dane’s quivering hole. He worked the lube into Dane’s body with one finger, then rolled a condom down his length. Dane’s body was shaking but Jax forced himself to ignore it, his anger still too raw. He put some lube on his dick and then pressed it up against Dane’s ass. He leaned over the other man and said, “Last chance to stop this.”

Dane remained stubbornly mute and Jax reared back and began pushing inside him. Dane groaned as his body fought the intrusion but Jax was relentless. Dane cried out as his body gave up the fight and Jax sank all the way inside of him. Jax closed his eyes in pleasure as Dane’s heat engulfed him and the pressure on his cock intensified. His hands sought out Dane’s hips as he pulled out nearly all the way before shoving back in to the root. Dane grunted beneath him but didn’t protest. Jax slammed into him a few more times and still Dane didn’t say anything. Jax’s anger began to fade as he realized what Dane had said was true – hewouldtake any part that Jax gave him, even if it meant there was no pleasure in it for him. Jax pulled out of Dane.

“Don’t stop, Jax. Please!” Dane said as he looked over his shoulder, his pretty brown eyes full of desperation.

Jax reached down and rolled Dane onto his back and then lowered his body down onto him and kissed him. Dane instantly opened and let Jax in and Jax took his time exploring Dane’s mouth before releasing him and saying, “Why are you doing this?”

Dane’s hand came up to stroke over the back of Jax’s neck. “I needed a little more of you before you left,” he admitted before pulling Jax down for another lingering kiss.

“What about Gray?” Jax asked.

“It was just dinner, Jax. That’s it.”

“He made you laugh.”

“You make me feel,” Dane whispered.

The admission had Jax plundering Dane’s mouth and he reveled in the feel of Dane’s palms running along his back and down to cup his ass. He let Dane rub their cocks together before the need took over and he sat up, stripped the remaining clothes off of Dane and urged him to move towards the middle of the bed. Jax pushed Dane’s legs up and apart and pressed his cock against his hole once more. He let his eyes connect with Dane’s as he eased forward and when they were finally joined, Jax leaned down and kissed Dane as he slowly began thrusting in and out of him.

* * *

The pleasure of feeling Jax sliding gently in and out of him was so much more than Dane had expected after the rough start. He’d known that he’d pushed Jax too far and had been honest when he’d said he would take whatever he could get. He’d fully expected things to be over by now with him back in his own room nursing a sore ass after a quick, rough fuck. It still would have been better than watching Jax walk away from him tomorrow without having known the feel of the other man deep inside his body. So he had gladly taken what Jax had offered and had ignored the discomfort that came with the minimal preparation. Jax’s first thrusts had bordered on pain, but then the pleasure had begun to override the burn and he’d started to welcome the harsh pummeling. And then Jax had stopped and Dane was sure it was over – that Jax had found the perfect punishment. Drive him to the edge and leave him hanging.

Dane should have known better that even in his fury, Jax would never truly hurt him. And what they were doing now was exactly what Jax had threatened it wouldn’t be – loving and sweet. Because even as Jax’s rhythm increased, his kisses were gentle and soft and when he finally stopped kissing Dane’s mouth it was only so that he could press kisses to Dane’s neck instead. Jax’s hands went under Dane’s back and curled up around his shoulders so that every part of their bodies were touching as Jax powered in and out of him.

“You’re so beautiful, Dane. So fucking perfect,” Jax whispered in his ear. Dane wanted to cry at the pretty words Jax had also sworn wouldn’t happen.

Dane felt his body begin to tingle in anticipation of what was coming and he wrapped his arms around Jax’s back, wishing he could hold the end off for just a little longer.

“Come, baby,” Jax whispered against his lips.

Dane shook his head, too overcome with emotion to try to explain why he wasn’t ready.

“We have all night, Dane. I want you to come with me,” Jax said as he thrust his tongue into Dane’s mouth. Dane felt a hand close around his cock and he knew the added pressure would end him. His body drew tight as Jax kept up the unrelenting pace and then Jax shifted just enough to brush his prostate. The orgasm hit him hard and went on and on as Jax continued to strike the same spot inside him over and over. Hot liquid coated his stomach and Jax pulled free of his mouth long enough to shout his name as his cock began pulsing inside of Dane.

Jax continued to pump in and out of him as their orgasms eased and then Jax let all his weight press onto Dane. Dane felt Jax’s lips trailing kisses along his collarbone and up his neck and in the instant before Jax covered his mouth with his own, Dane knew he’d made a terrible mistake in thinking that it would somehow be easier to let Jax go after this.

* * *

“Isaac, no!”

“Dane, wake up!” Jax said as Dane flailed against him.

“Isaac, please! Stay with me, Isaac. Don’t close your eyes!”

“Dane!” Jax shouted as he covered Dane’s body with his. Tears were streaming down Dane’s face. “Baby, please, wake up for me,” Jax urged as he grabbed Dane’s flailing arms and held them gently on the bed. Dane’s eyes suddenly flew open and he struggled in Jax’s hold.

“It’s me, Dane. It’s Jax,” he said quickly as he eased some of his weight off of Dane. Dane instantly relaxed beneath him and Jax helped him sit up so he could catch his breath. He ran his hand up and down Dane’s back until the harsh breaths slowed.

---