Page 119 of The Finding Series: Vol. 1

One kiss – one soft kiss was all it had taken to set their bodies ablaze with need but when Gray palmed Luke’s ass to force their cocks together, Luke rolled them so he was on his back and Gray was settled between his legs.

“I need you inside me,” Luke said as his hands framed Gray’s face.

“Are you sure?” Gray asked.

Luke nodded as he yanked his shirt over his head.

“Can the restraints wait till next time?” Gray asked with a small smile.

Luke laughed as he remembered his request to have Gray tie him up the first time he made love to Luke.

“I’ll still make sure you feel everything I’m going to do to you,” Gray promised huskily as he nipped at Luke’s lips while they worked the rest of their clothes off.

“Next time,” Luke conceded and then he closed his eyes and let out a moan as Gray’s tongue latched on to one of his nipples. Gray tortured the other before moving lower and searching out Luke’s belly button. But instead of stopping to give some love to his swollen dick, Gray continued down his legs and even to his feet before slowly making his way up his body again. And the man never once touched his raging hard-on.

“Gray,” Luke grumbled.

Gray silenced him with an almost brutal kiss that left him breathless and all of Gray’s playfulness disappeared as his next pass down Luke’s body was a carnal assault on his senses. Fingers, lips, tongue, teeth – they touched him everywhere, sometimes gentle, sometimes bordering on just this side of pain. But each contact just drove his need higher and higher and when Gray’s mouth did finally suck him in deep, the shock of it had Luke screaming in relief as he began shooting down Gray’s throat. The orgasm completely consumed him and when it was over, the only things he could move were his lips when Gray kissed him. Drops of come transferred from Gray’s mouth to his and Luke shivered as his own bitter, salty essence slid down his throat. He felt Gray settle all of his weight on top of him as he peppered his face with gentle kisses and when Luke finally opened his eyes, Gray’s were right there to welcome him.

“Missed you so much,” Luke managed to get out despite the well of emotion in his throat. He’d come too close to losing this…way too close.

“I love you, Luke. No matter what happens, please don’t ever doubt that. Only you,” Gray said almost desperately.

“Never again, Gray,” Luke said.

Gray nodded and then kissed him. The seduction began all over again and by the time Gray’s mouth reached Luke’s cock, it was once again at full attention. But instead of sucking him deep, Gray just licked him a few times and then his mouth went lower. Although he had mentally prepared himself for this moment, Luke realized the second Gray’s tongue flicked over his hole that all his mental preparation had been for shit.

“Fuck, yes!” Luke cried out as Gray caressed him over and over. Each lick had pre-come dripping from Luke’s cock and he couldn’t resist closing his hand over the hot flesh and stroking it to match Gray’s touch. The feeling of Gray’s stiff tongue pushing into him had Luke freezing completely as he tried to adjust to the sensation of the intimate caress but after just one lick, Luke was frantically jerking at his dick while he pressed his ass against Gray’s talented mouth. He muttered a colorful protest when Gray’s tongue slipped from his body and moved upwards but then Gray was licking over his balls and Luke released his dick so he could push himself up with his hands to watch. The sight of Gray between his legs, drawing Luke’s testicles into his mouth and sucking on them proved to be too much and Luke dropped back on the bed and put an arm over his eyes. He barely noticed when Gray released him because his body was so sensitive that wherever Gray’s skin touched his, he felt sparks of electricity dancing around.

“You okay?” Gray asked as he brushed a gentle kiss over Luke’s lips.

Luke managed a nod and dropped his arm. “It’s almost too much, you know?”

Gray nodded in understanding. “You’ll feel it soon.”

“What?” Luke asked.

But Gray just smiled and then reached into his nightstand to pull out a bottle of lube. “I haven’t been with anyone else,” Gray suddenly said. “I can wear a condom until I get tested again to prove it. I don’t even know about STDs with my condition …”

Luke’s passion cooled at Gray’s telling statement and he wrapped his arms around Gray and rolled him to his back and pinned him with his gaze. “You never,neverhave to prove something like that to me because your word is good enough, do you hear me?” Luke said firmly. At Gray’s slight nod, Luke whispered, “Someday I’m going to make you believe – really believe – that I didn’t mean those shitty things I said.” Luke kissed Gray long and hard until they were both squirming with renewed desire and then Luke rolled them over so he was on his back once more.

* * *

Gray’s hands were shaking as he scooped up the discarded bottle of lube that had fallen onto the bed during their exchange. He hadn’t realized until that moment how hung up he still was on the things Luke had said to him at the police station. Even as he’d followed Luke down the stairs to stop him from leaving, there’d been a tiny voice inside of him telling him what a fool he was – that one day Luke would shred him again with his words. But now that he could see the truth in Luke’s eyes, could feel it in his touch, he knew he could put that day in the past where it belonged. He had a whole life of memories ahead of him with this man and he wouldn’t tarnish any of them with the darkness that was born of one bad choice.

Gray remained where he was on top of Luke’s warm, hard body as he slid his hand down to search out Luke’s hole. He relished being able to see the reaction in Luke’s eyes when Gray’s finger played with him and then finally pushed inside of him. There was a little bit of everything there – fear, discomfort, awe, excitement, pleasure. But it was when Luke’s eyes connected with his that he truly felt whatever it was that had linked them together from the moment they met.

“So good,” Luke whispered as Gray’s finger massaged him. He found the bundle of nerves he was seeking and wasn’t surprised when Luke gasped and then lifted his whole body up as pleasure lanced through him. He kept up the gentle probing as he added a second finger and was pleased when Luke didn’t react other than to beg him for more. Luke’s cock was leaking against his own so Gray didn’t linger for too long and when he finally began joining his and Luke’s bodies together, he leaned down to whisper “love you” against Luke’s lips just before he pushed forward.

* * *

Luke had been expecting the pain of Gray’s entry but it didn’t last long and once he got past the strangeness of feeling stuffed full, he managed to relax. The move allowed Gray to slip even farther inside of him and he groaned at the sensation of Gray’s thighs brushing up against his ass. Gray had slipped his arms beneath Luke’s legs to open him up as wide as possible and while he’d felt vulnerable at first, he quickly fell in love with the position because it allowed Gray to be as close to him as physically possible.

As Gray began sliding in and out of him in slow, leisurely strokes, a strange, burning sensation began in his ass and a twinge of worry went through him that the funky feeling would get worse. But instead, something else flared to life and the sensation disappeared altogether and was replaced with a tightening that began deep in his belly and continued to build as Gray moved in and out of him. The friction was intense because of Gray’s size and Luke found himself incapable of speech as Gray’s pace increased. He managed to return the soft kisses that Gray kept brushing over his lips but that didn’t last long because Gray shifted the angle of his hips just a little bit and hot streaks of pleasure flashed through Luke’s body. After that, Luke became a mass of grunts and moans and he could only follow as Gray took him higher and higher. And in that moment that he hung on the precipice and his eyes burned into Gray’s, he felt it – what Gray had been talking about – that moment when no one and nothing else existed but the two of them and it was pure perfection.

And when he finally fell, Gray was there to catch him.

Epilogue

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