Page 109 of The Finding Series: Vol. 1

“Next time I’m going to taste your pretty little hole,” Luke murmured against Gray’s lips and Gray’s whole body jerked in response and his body clamped down on Luke’s finger. Luke began fucking Gray with his fingers at the same time that he fucked his mouth with his tongue. The carnality of it had Gray writhing against him as he desperately tried to get some relief but just as he sensed Gray’s imminent release, Luke removed his fingers. It took him precious seconds to get the condom on and he added some more lube for good measure but the sight of Gray’s parted lips and glazed over eyes had Luke biting back a curse as he fumbled to get into position. As he lined his dick up with Gray’s entrance, he looked up to watch Gray so he could gauge his reactions. And he was glad he did because the second his crown breached Gray’s body, Gray arched his back and pressed his head into the pillows as a groan of blissful agony tore through him.

Although Luke’s intent had been to go slow, Gray wasn’t as patient and he began pushing against Luke’s dick without any hesitation. The heat and pressure that welcomed Luke as he slid all the way home had him calling Gray’s name, and then his body took over and he began thrusting in and out in long, powerful glides. He sat back on his heels and pulled Gray up enough so that he could watch his swollen cock disappear into Gray’s body. The sight was so overwhelming that he couldn’t help but look up at Gray in wonder. “So fucking beautiful,” he whispered.

Gray shifted up on his elbows so he could watch but it wasn’t enough for Luke so he wrapped his arms around Gray and lifted him so that Gray was riding him. The position had Gray sinking farther down on Luke and he heard Gray’s cry of approval against his shoulder where Gray had buried his face. With every upward thrust, Gray dropped all his weight down to meet Luke’s greedy cock. And the second Luke started to pull out, Gray’s inner muscles clamped down on him to try to hold him in place.

“I love you so much, Luke,” Gray moaned against his ear and then Gray’s lips were on his. Their tongues matched the desperate pace their bodies had set and Luke struggled to get one hand between them to search out Gray’s dick. It was hard and hot and heavy in his hand so Luke began ruthlessly jerking him off in the hopes that they’d be able to come as close together as possible. And seconds later, his wish was granted because Gray shouted against his mouth and then jammed his hips down hard on Luke’s cock. His channel pulsed around Luke which set off Luke’s own orgasm. Shards of white hot pleasure shot to all of Luke’s limbs as the coil that had wrapped tight deep inside of him snapped free and flung him over the edge. Gray’s fingers curled into his back as his body began to jerk uncontrollably in Luke’s arms and his dick convulsed in Luke’s hand.

Minutes passed as aftershocks continued to rock through them and it took every last bit of Luke’s strength to lower them both to the bed so that his body was covering Gray’s. He felt Gray’s legs wrap around him and draw so tight that it forced his cock even deeper into his lover’s body. Soft kisses were pressed against his collarbone as Gray’s stranglehold on his neck finally eased and then Gray was pulling him down for a deep kiss that stole what little reserve energy he had left.

* * *

As Luke began pumping into him from behind, Gray sent another prayer of thanks that he’d had enough foresight to grab a condom and the lube before climbing into the shower. He hadn’t been sure if Luke would join him after he’d gone to let Ripley out and get the coffee started but within 5 minutes, Luke had been pushing the shower curtain aside and forcing Gray back against the tile and pinning his arms to the wall as he stole his breath with a bone melting kiss. Gray had been almost certain that there was no way he’d be able to get another hard-on after the passionate encounter in his bed only half an hour earlier but the second Luke had spun him around and pushed his finger into Gray’s body, Gray’s dick had gone from relaxed to half hard. One stroke over his prostate and Gray had been rubbing his dick against the tile in a desperate effort to find some relief.

He was still stunned that he’d even managed to get hard when Luke had first put his mouth on him the night before but he’d found that the more his anxiety over Luke seeing his cock without the expected heavy sack beneath eased, the more his dick had actually responded. His doctor had told him early on that with testosterone he could have a normal sex life after surgery but that his mental hang-ups over the changes to his body could actually be more of a deterrent than his physical limitations. He’d suggested Gray talk to a counselor or talk to other patients who’d been through the same thing but Gray had been so caught up in what he’d lost, he hadn’t even considered it. And if Luke hadn’t been patient but insistent in his exploration of Gray’s body last night, who knows how long Gray would have missed out?

As for Luke, any first time jitters he might have had about fucking a man had appeared to have flown out the window at this point because he teased Gray mercilessly by sliding his dick between Gray’s cheeks while keeping his hands on Gray’s hips to make sure he couldn’t rub himself off. Every time the head of Luke’s cock had brushed over his hole, Gray had pushed back and begged Luke to fuck him but Luke had ignored him. At one point, Gray had become so desperate that he reached for his dick to bring about his own release but Luke had grabbed both his hands and pinned them over his head against the wall. The feeling of being immobilized and at Luke’s mercy had gotten Gray harder than he’d ever been before in his life and when Luke finally did shove his dick into him, Gray came on the first thrust. He’d expected Luke to take his own pleasure at that point but he’d merely hung there inside of Gray’s body as he began whispering in Gray’s ear about some of the things he wanted to do to him. To Gray’s absolute shock, he’d felt his dick responding again. But it wasn’t until his dick was standing at full attention against his stomach that Luke began pumping into him again.

“So tight,” Luke muttered against his ear. Gray’s hands were still pinned but when Luke said, “Leave them there” and then released them, Gray didn’t dare move them. Instead, he laid his palms flat on the tile and braced himself as Luke’s lunges began to shove him forward. Luke’s hands stroked over his entire body and then settled on his nipples. He tortured them with a few hard tugs and then moved his palms down to Gray’s thighs. Hard fingers bit into his skin and forced his legs farther apart and then held them that way as Luke ruthlessly slammed into him. Hoarse cries fell from Gray’s mouth as he pressed his cheek against the wall. His need to come was so intense that it bordered on pain and he didn’t even realize he was begging Luke until Luke whispered, “Not yet, baby. Just a little more.”

At that point Gray lost all sense of time as well as his surroundings. He couldn’t feel the water anymore or even the smooth tile that was acting as a counterpoint to Luke’s nearly brutal thrusts. The only thing he felt was the fiery burning in his ass and the unyielding pressure in his dick. And the spire of need that drew tighter and tighter every time Luke hammered into him.

“One day, there won’t be anything separating us,” Luke suddenly growled.

“Do it,” Gray ordered, his voice barely a whisper. But Luke must have heard him because his pace slowed slightly. “I’m negative, I swear,” Gray ground out.

Luke stopped all together and Gray nearly cried out at the feeling of loss even though Luke was still inside of him. But suddenly Luke pulled out but before Gray could even register the loss, Luke was slamming back into him and he nearly cried out at the feel of Luke’s bare skin scorching his insides. Any control Luke might have had was gone as he shoved Gray forward until he was flush with the wall and then fucked him without mercy. It took just seconds for Gray’s body to get back to where it was and without any warning at all, he was thrown over the chasm of pleasure and began falling as wave after wave of ecstasy tore through him. Fire burned his inner walls as Luke came inside of him and he felt the other man’s fingers biting into his shoulders, holding him in place while he humped into him.

Luke’s orgasm went on and on as he jerked into Gray over and over and Gray relished the feel of Luke’s release warming him from the inside out. When Luke’s movements finally slowed and then stopped all together, Gray turned his head to look over his shoulder and was met with a hungry kiss that left him shaking. Luke’s rumble of laughter felt good against his back and when Luke slipped free of his body, he tried to turn around. But Luke’s big palm settled on his back to hold him in place and it wasn’t until the come began dripping from his ass that Gray realized why Luke wasn’t letting him turn around. If he wasn’t thoroughly exhausted, the idea of Luke watching his seed drip from Gray’s body would have gotten Gray hard all over again. So Gray waited until Luke took in his fill and then turned him around. Luke kissed him for a good long time before he reached for the body wash to help Gray finish his shower.

* * *

“Stop it,” Luke heard Gray mutter.

“What?” Luke asked, feigning innocence.

“You said you wanted to read one of my books, so read,” Gray growled. But the fact that Gray was shifting in his chair had Luke smiling since the man was no doubt thinking the same exact thing Luke had been thinking.

Luke forced his eyes back down to the book in his hands but as before, he’d only managed to read a few sentences before he was looking up to watch Gray again. It was the exact same scenario that had set Luke off only an hour earlier when he’d come into the living room to find Gray typing away at his computer. His intent at the time had only been to give Gray a quick kiss in greeting before letting Gray get back to his writing but one kiss had led to another and then another and then Gray had been shoving his laptop out of the way while Luke had torn at his clothes. They’d started off with Gray bent over the desk but Luke had wanted to see him when he came so he’d rolled him to his back and dragged his ass to the edge of the desk before ramming into him again. Gray had come first so Luke had gotten exactly what he wanted. Luke’s orgasm had quickly followed and then he’d dragged Gray to the shower to get cleaned up. After that, Luke had planned to head outside to give Gray some space so he could get some work done but a downpour had changed that and he’d asked Gray if he could read one of his books instead.

“You know, pretty soon I’m going to take it personally that you can’t keep your attention on my book.”

Luke chuckled. “I can guarantee that there isn’t a book or even movie on this earth that I would ever choose over your ass.”

Gray smiled and shook his head. “You sweet talker.”

Luke laughed and then got up. “I’ll be in the bedroom if you need me,” he said as he went to the desk to give Gray a quick kiss. But Gray’s gaze was focused on the screen and when Luke glanced at it, he saw why. A picture of Gray and a man kissing was on the screen and the headline above the picture read,Bestselling Author Gray Hawthorne Accused of Sexual Harassment.

“What the fuck?” Luke snapped as he grabbed the laptop so he could get a better look. Rage went through him at the sight of Gray in the other man’s arms. “What is this?” he asked Gray who’d gone pale.

Since Gray wasn’t responding, Luke hit the play button that was in the middle of the picture and the video launched as a female reporter began speaking.

“The entertainment world was rocked with a bombshell accusation by actor Christian Cavelli today. After weeks of silence after pictures surfaced of Cavelli and bestselling author, Gray Hawthorne, in an intimate embrace, Cavelli has admitted that Hawthorne attempted to force the young heartthrob into a sexual relationship in exchange for landing the leading role in the upcoming film trilogy based on Hawthorne’s bestselling Nick Archer series. With his fiancée, Deanna Tate, at his side, Cavelli tearfully explained how he was forced to choose between the role that would have rocketed him to superstardom and his convictions.”

The image switched to a good looking young man holding a very pregnant woman’s hand.“I hope that by coming forward I can help others who’ve faced this same struggle. No one in a position of power has the right to force someone else-”

Disgusted, Luke slammed the laptop shut.

“Luke, I swear, I didn’t-”

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