Is it?
That’s what I claimed. What I wanted.
I give Paisley a nod and take her hand in mine, this time without a tube of ChapStick causing issues. She stays close at my side as we walk to the elevator and step inside.
But I can’t shake the unease I feel. “The people we will be around tonight are different, Paisley.”
She snorts out a little laugh. “I feel like that’s a huge understatement.”
“Possibly.” I drag my thumb over the soft skin of her hand. “The people involved in The Association aren’t good. I want you to be very conscious of that fact.”
“The Association?” Her brows come together as the elevator descends. “Is that how you know the man who came into Platinum?”
I grind my teeth at the mention of Frederick. I’d prefer she didn’t remember he existed. “It is. He is what we call a legacy.”
“Does that mean he inherited his place?” Once again Paisley proves to be wickedly smart.
“Yes.”
I hold my breath, knowing what’s coming next.
“What about you? Are you a legacy?”
I shift my jaw from side to side. “No.”
She watches me, gaze unwavering. “How did you get your place in The Association?”
I should have been a legacy. Would have been if my legacy wasn’t tainted with so much filth it could never be scrubbed clean.
Instead I had to be creative.
Sneaky.
Had to hide the connections I keep. Connections built on blood, both born and spent.
I meet Paisley’s gaze and offer the best explanation I can. “I bought it.”