Page 74 of Let Me Love You (Excess All Areas 5)

“Definitely pick me up and throw me,” she said before laughing as he did exactly what she asked for without breaking a sweat. She landed on the bed with a thump as Ben leaned over her and nibbled on her hip, where he knew she was ticklish.

The fact he was playful grounded her. This was her Ben. The one she knew and recognised. And that gave her the confidence to open her legs so he could nestle between them.

He knelt and carefully removed each of her shoes. “As great as these made your legs look, I need you naked tonight. Although, when I fuck you up against the wall, you have my full permission to keep them on.”

“The wall?”

“Keep up, Chaya. After waiting this long, I intend to fuck you everywhere.” He slipped his fingers between her legs. “Already wet from your earlier orgasm, even hotter.” She didn’t have time to clarify what he meant before his face was buried between her thighs as his tongue did deliciously sinful swirls over her clit. There was nowhere to put her legs as he tugged her to the edge of the bed, but just as she’d been about to move, he slid them both over his shoulders. “Stay,” he grunted, before diving back in.

If someone has asked him to define what nirvana looked like, it would have included Chaya writhing beneath him, as she was right now, as he licked her thick and sticky orgasm from between her lips. Savoury. Musky.

Christ.

Any guy who refused to give head missed out on the meaning of life.

His dick wanted in, his taste buds wanted more, and he had to remind himself he had a lifetime of trying everything with her. But like a kid who only had a quid to spend at the sweet shop, he didn’t know what to try first.

He laid a trail of kisses over her pubic bone, up to her belly button, until he cupped both of her breasts. “You don’t know, but I saw these once,” he said before drawing a pert nipple into his mouth.

Chaya pressed up onto her elbows. “You did?”

Ben nodded. “About three years ago, that gig we did where we all stayed in that rancid rental in Nottingham.”

“The one where the hotel room door didn’t lock?”

“Yeah, well, the bathroom didn’t, either. While you were showering, the door popped open just a crack. I was lying on the bed and could see your reflection in the mirror. Saw you soaping up. But only from about here up.” He drew a line across her stomach, just above her belly button.

“Voyeur.”

“Occasionally.”

Chaya grinned at him. “That’s a long story seeing we’re both naked right now.”

Ben kissed her other breast, laved her nipple against the roof of his mouth. “Just calming my dick down. I got in the shower straight after you that night and jerked off thinking about how you’d looked with your hands rinsing the shampoo out of your hair and all the bubbles sliding over your skin.”

But his dick wouldn’t calm down, and when he laid over her and placed his dick between her thighs, he groaned. So did Chaya.

“I wondered if you ever did. Because I would sometimes get off thinking of you.”

“I’m going to add that to the list of things you can show me later. You’re on the pill, right?” he asked, teasing her with hot kisses and whispered breath to the side of her neck.

“I am.”

“We didn’t discuss condoms. I brought some with me but I got tested, twice in the last four weeks.”

Chaya raised her hips against him, putting his head treacherously near her entrance. “I’ve only ever used condoms, but I’m on the pill. I trust you, Ben.”

It was stupid how his heart exploded at those four words. “It’s just you. And it’s just me. We know everything there is to know about each other, except this.”

He nudged Chaya up the bed until her head was on the soft white pillows. He thought about all the other beds he’d seen her sleep in. Shitty ones. Camp beds. Crap hotels. But she deserved this. Comfort. Luxury. Even though she’d never ask him for it or expect him to give it to her.

He took his weight on his elbows. “Kiss me, Chaya.”

When she slid her hands to his cheeks and cupped his face tenderly, he melted. For her, for the idea of them. She’d always soothed him, but the feel of her lips on his did something to ease him as much as it excited.

“I could kiss you forever,” he muttered.

“Hopefully, you will.”

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