Page 69 of Knot All Is Lost: Part 1

twenty-nine

Thesandwichfellout of my hand back to the plate with a thunk drawing their attention. Oscar smiled and gave me a wink before he signed something, then returned to what he was doing.

“He said for you to watch and learn as he gives him a blow job,” Spencer whispered in my ear as he settled himself behind me. “Now eat your food Dove. We can’t have you fainting from hunger, now can we?”

I looked down at my grilled cheese that I loved so much but my appetite was now entirely focused on something else. If I could gain nourishment from the sexual desire coming off both men I would be stuffed full right now. Instead, Spencer picked up the sandwich and put it to my lips. Mechanically I took a bite and chewed, unable to pull my eyes away from the looks and touches these two men were giving each other.

“Here drink some water,” Marius ordered, handing me an already opened water bottle.

He didn’t use a bark but the tone wasn’t up for negotiation as I gulped down half of it in one sitting. I’d been far thirstier than I realized. Between the two of them I managed to eat the rest of the sandwich and finish the bottle of water, but if they hadn’t hand fed me I’m not sure it would have happened.

Oscar had Bodhi’s boxers around his ankles, his cock down his throat, and a hand cupping his balls as he bobbed his head up and down. The moans that were coming out of Bodhi’s mouth made my whole body vibrate with need. I wanted so badly to be there, helping Oscar, making Bodhi come again, having his cum in my mouth. The need was so strong a whine burst from my chest.

“It’s alright Dove, I’ll help you,” Spencer assured as his hand slid between my legs and two fingers entered my pussy. “Don’t look away, keep watching as Oscar finally claims his Beta for the first time. We’ve all been waiting for this moment but it’s happening because of you, Cambrie.”

I leaned back into Spencer letting his words and touch bring me higher as I kept my gaze riveted on these two men. The look of sheer joy in Bodhi’s eyes told me how much he’d wanted this to happen. Oscar had his eyes closed giving his full attention to the man he was giving pleasure to. I watched as his hand slid further back and Bodhi’s breath hitched.

“You’re gonna want this if you’re gonna start down that road,” Marius said, then tossed a bottle of lube to Bodhi. “Trust me when I say, that is going to be your best friend forever and always.”

Oscar took the bottle from Bodhi and put some on his finger before resuming his work.

“Wait,” Bodhi grunted as he placed a hand on Oscar’s shoulder. “I want to taste you as well.”

Nodding Oscar lay down on his back and motioned for Bodhi to get on top of him. I had no idea what they were trying to do but when they got into position it made perfect sense. Now each of them could suck on the other at the same time. Oscar poured some lube on Bodhi’s ass like Spencer had mine and massaged as he worked him with his mouth.

Spencer’s fingers sped up keeping in time with those two as if I was a part of this moment with them. It felt amazing but his fingers weren’t going to be enough. Leaning back I looked up at him meeting his bright green eyes. “I need more Spence, please give me your cock.”

Spencer’s lips descended on mine, his hand cupping my jaw to keep me in place as he showed me just how much he loved that idea. When he released me he put me on all fours so I could continue to watch the two men losing themselves in each other. I looked over my shoulder at Spencer and decided to be bold and ask for what I really wanted. “Will you fuck me in the ass, I want to know what it feels like.”

“Your wish is my command,” Spencer answered as Marius pulled open a drawer and tossed another bottle of lube to Spencer. “He wasn’t kidding about his obsession with making sure we have enough lube to go around. Run out one time and the man gets a complex.”

“Whose job was it to buy some and forgot when he was at the store?” Marius countered making me giggle at the look he gave Spencer.

“Don’t you dare blame me when you were sending me dirty texts and getting me all riled up,” Spencer shot back. “Now if you’ll let me get back to the moment, I’m about to blow my little Dove’s mind.”

It seemed that our conversation had done nothing to distract the other two who were now adjusting so Oscar could fuck Bodhi. Our Alpha kissed down Bodhi’s back, smoothing his hands over his ribs, using his body to let Bodhi know how much he cherished him since he couldn’t use words. I’d always been a believer in actions speaking louder than words. Spencer resumed what he’d been doing before, massaging his fingers around the entrance and pushing in one until I was relaxed enough to take two. Somehow Spencer and Oscar timed it just right that they started to introduce their cocks simultaneously but Bodhi raised his hands to pause.

“Wait,” he said, then turned to me, reaching out a hand. “I want us to do this together.”

Spencer patted my butt letting me know I could go to him as he followed right behind. With Bodhi and I facing each other, Oscar behind him, and Spencer settling himself behind me, they both started to enter us. My arms went weak and I dropped to the pillow my elbows were resting on, keeping my ass up in the air.

“That’s it, Dove, take deep even breaths and relax. I’m not going to force anything, the more you relax the easier you’ll accept me,” I heard Spencer coaching. “Such a good girl opening up like that for me, taking me in your ass, giving me your anal cherry.”

I shivered at his words, loving the praise and soaking it up as I felt him sink deeper into me. The feeling of fullness was slightly overwhelming, but soon my body started to receive him as something that was supposed to be there. Everything happened slowly, his hands gently stroking my body, murmuring words of encouragement and love. Then as if my body figured out what was happening a feeling of immense pleasure started to build and Spencer could move more easily.

“Yes, that’s my good Little Dove, I can feel you loosening up for me,” Spencer purred as he bent down and kissed the back of my neck. “If you can, I’d look up if I were you, those two are erotic as fuck,” he murmured into my ear so the others couldn’t hear.

Spencer lifted himself off my back allowing me to push up on my arms. The embers of my heat flared into overdrive as I found Oscar holding Bodhi against his chest, pumping into him from behind, as he stroked Bodhi’s cock with his other hand. My mouth went dry as I gaped, enamored by the look of pure bliss written over their faces. Before I knew what I was doing I pulled away from Spencer, moved Oscar's hand, and took Bodhi deep into my mouth. Knowing that Spencer was right behind me I wiggled my ass hoping he would catch the signal.

I shouldn’t have worried. Within seconds I was filled with cock once more and he thrust into me deep and hard. I moaned, pushing back into him as Bodhi's hips bucked forcing him deeper into my mouth. The four of us moved in perfect harmony as we fucked each other. If there was a way that I could take a mental picture of this moment to celebrate that my pack truly loved each other I would have. In all the daydreams I had this was far better. These men were a family, they loved one another, and while some didn’t on a physical level like Rafael, I knew he would do anything for them.

Spencer’s hands tightened on my hips as Bodhi's hand fisted into my hair. The air around us was filled with grunts, moaning, and the sound of heavy breathing as we all exploded at once into a moment of pure orgasmic joy. Spencer slammed deep into my ass, bending over to wrap his arms around me as he thrust his cum as far as it would go. Bodhi once more found his way down my throat, feeding me his cum which I swallowed happily while I could feel Oscar rutting into Bodhi.

Pulling me off Bodhi, Spencer held me against his chest sitting up as I watched Oscar kissing his Beta tenderly removing his cock. I noticed he hadn’t knotted Bodhi and realized that he couldn’t, just like Spencer couldn’t take Nixon’s. I kissed Spencer with slow unhurried kisses before I left him to go to Oscar. Both he and Bodi pulled me into their arms putting me in the middle. I climbed on Oscar’s lap and slid down on him ‘til I butted up against his knot. It wasn’t a full knot as if it knew it couldn’t be used. Oscar hissed as I rubbed against it.

I cupped his cheek, drawing him to look down at me. “Let me take it for him.” I looked over my shoulder at Bodhi. “Will you help me fit it in?”

“Cambi, you can’t. It’s already expanded, there's no way you can take his knot now,” Bodhi argued.

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