Page 64 of Knot All Is Lost: Part 1

twenty-seven

WatchingRafaeltakeCambrie for the first time was a sight I’m going to have playing on repeat in my head forever. She was so small compared to the bigger man but he handled her so gently, encouraging her every step of the way. I found myself stroking my cock more than once but I wasn’t going to bust a nut with my hand when I had an Omega begging to be dicked down.

The way Cambrie begged had to be the most erotic thing I’d ever heard. Her soft voice breathy with need mewling out her request followed by a whimper had me almost coming without even touching myself. For a moment I was sure Marius was going to pounce on Spencer before he joined in at the end. Not that the Beta looked like he would object the way he rubbed his ass all up on his Alpha.

While I knew Nixon and Marius shared Spencer, other than kisses and cuddles on the couch they were incredibly respectful when around us. Yes there were times we heard them making him scream at night but who were we to tell them not to enjoy their lives together? When you find someone you love, you damn well hold on to them tightly so they never leave. Not that I had much ground to talk, since the person I was half in love with didn’t really see me that way. Seeing the way Oscar was with Cambrie told me that he didn’t feel the same way about me.

Granted I’d never let on that I had feelings and when Cambrie asked about it the other day I panicked. It would have been the perfect chance for me to say something that made it sound like it could be possible. Instead I made it that much fucking harder, just like I do with everything in my life. Glancing at him where he lounged on his side running his fingers through Cambrie’s hair while she was knotted to Rafael made me slightly jealous. Not in the sense that he was doting on Cambrie, fuck knows that girl needed all the love this world could give. Hell, she turned me into a mother hen when I’d never given a shit about anyone before these guys.

No, what I wanted was Oscar to be knotted to her, and I would be in his place showering love on our sweet angel, Cambi. I’d heard so many old people talking about the good old days and how the love of a pack was unlike anything you’ve ever experienced. Looking around this room I had to agree with them. Never did I think I could sit in Marius’s room, buck ass naked, and not feel weird about it at all. Not saying this would be an every weekend thing but I didn’t feel embarrassed, threatened, or judged sitting here sharing in the afterglow.

Once Cambi had started to convulse in pain with her heat not being addressed and Rafael had taken the lead, none of us argued. She was ours and he was the perfect person to coach her through her first sexual experience. How often had she said he made her feel safe? That was what she needed in that moment when her brain was lost to the fog of her heat she needed someone to take care of her.

Sliding off the bed I slipped on my boxers and went to go grab my guitar. It seemed Cambi liked the music Oscar and I worked on so why not work on some things between waves of heat. The woman only had three holes and I didn’t think we’d be stuffing them all this quickly. Maybe by the end but not now, she’d almost panicked when he knotted her. Imagine how that would go if she had two knots going on. Maybe an Alpha and a Beta would be better to start off with.

Opening the bedroom door I found Nixon sitting in the hall with his head in his hands. After Rafael ordered him out of the room he fled. “You alright man?” I asked.

Nixon just shook his head. “I thought getting out of the room would help but just the fucking sound of her has me going crazy.”

“Do you have a place you can leave to? Family or anything? I know you said your parents were in the city somewhere,” I suggested feeling for the guy. I didn’t understand a fucking thing about what he was going through but if he didn’t feel it was safe for Cambi I wasn’t gonna argue.

Nixon finally lifted his head and looked at me. “Are you kicking me out of my own house?”

“Whoa bro,” I said, holding up my hands in defense. “You’re the one who keeps going on and on about how you’re too aggressive and you can’t be trusted with her. Isn’t that the whole reason you’re in the hall? If it’s too painful to hear her the smartest thing to do would be to leave. Try Oscar’s studio, maybe it’s far enough, you're not gone but not here either.”

“Why are you so chill about this?” he asked, narrowing his eyes at me. “Are you trying to get her to like you more? Ice me out of this pack?”

“Fuck you, Nixon,” I snapped. “Here I was worried about your ass and you sit there accusing me of being an asshole? Nah man, you can deal with whatever psycho bullshit you’ve got going on in your head. While you’re doing it, stay the hell away from Cambrie, the last thing she needs to hear is that kind of vile talk.”

Nixon sat there stunned watching me storm up the stairs. That perfect prince of a ken doll can suck my balls for being such a prick. Here I was just trying to be thoughtful and nice like Rafael always tells me I need to be and what do I get? Fuck-all that’s what. When I reached my room I took a moment to take a few breaths knowing I couldn’t go back in there when I was all heated. I’d be no better than Nixon. Picking up my guitar I headed back down and Nixon was no longer in the hall. I hope he’d listened to my advice but if he didn't, well that was on him.

Slipping back into the room I stopped dead in my tracks to find Oscar face first in Cambrie’s pussy with his ass facing right at me. His cock dangling between his legs so I got the full picture of a man I had lusted after for almost the full two years I’d been with them. Oscar wasn’t what you’d call a super fit muscular dude who went to the gym all the time. He wasn’t at all overweight but he wasn’t toned. He was soft in the best way possible, just like the rest of his personality. Warm, inviting, kind, and fuck did I want to snuggle the shit out of him as we sucked each other’s dicks.

“Does that feel good Princess?” Marius asked as he leaned down to nibble on her neck, which she bared to him without hesitation.

“It feels amazing,” she sighed, then gasped arching her back as I watched Oscar slide three fingers into her.

Slowly I approached leaning my guitar against the wall clearly not at all interested in playing. I was drawn to the end of the bed where I could see Oscar’s face glistening with her slick as he feasted on her. He wasn’t at all bothered by the fact that Rafael’s cum was leaking out of her as his fingers thrust in her. My dick ached as I watched shifting to see Cambrie’s eyes glaze over with euphoric happiness, her hands clutching the bed sheets.

I couldn’t take it anymore. I needed to be a part of this with Oscar, we always found our rhythm together flawlessly. Kicking off my boxers I crawled on the bed over to our sweet writhing Omega. “Cambi,” I whispered, leaning in, letting my fingers trace down her breastbone.

Her face was already tilted in my direction so when she opened her eyes they found mine right away. Immediately she reached for me and I went to her like a moth to a flame, it might burn me up but fuck it would be the best way to go. Our lips met and she opened for me right away when I traced my tongue along the seam. The tentative nature was only that much more endearing as she learned, mimicking what I was doing. It surprised me when she sucked on my tongue drawing it into her mouth making me groan.

“Cambi, you’re going to be my undoing,” I muttered as I nuzzled into the crook of her neck, showering her with kisses until I reached her breasts.

They were pert little handfuls with soft pink nipples and begged to be played with. I let my teeth scrape over one ever so gently, gauging her reaction. When her hand fisted my hair and shoved my face closer I got the feeling she enjoyed it. Feeling the need to tease her, wondering what kind of sounds she’d make I flicked my tongue quickly a few times over the tip making her breath hitch.

I can do better than that, she’s totally lost in what Oscar’s doing not even noticing my work.

This time I wrapped my whole mouth around everything that was pink and sucked it into my mouth, swirling my tongue at the same time. Cambrie shuddered as she cried out my name, making me swell with pride in more ways than one. I released that one and went right for the other not wanting it to feel left out. Repeating the attention on this one while my hand flicked the other making her wriggle under my attention causing Oscar to growl at me.

Pausing, I looked down her body at him, and he sat back signing his intentions.

“I want to flip her over and fuck her from behind while you teach her to suck your dick,” Oscar instructed.

My jaw fell open at his suggestion. Was this really, Oscar? My Oscar, who hardly ever ordered people about, and when he did, he felt guilty about it? Must be the scent of Cambrie’s heat that was getting to him because holy shit it was hot to be ordered around by him. I wouldn’t take it as well from the others but Oscar had earned the right to make those demands after working as hard as he did to gain my trust.

“Cambi, can you open those beautiful eyes and look at me?” I asked cupping her cheek. My thumb stroked her skin that was finally starting to get some fullness back into it. She did as I asked, blinking a few times to focus but she got there eventually. “Oscar wants you to roll onto your stomach so he can fuck you from behind. Then I’m going to teach you another way you can please your Alphas.”

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