Page 53 of Knot All Is Lost: Part 1

twenty-three

Hushedwords,softmoans, labored breathing, and an overwhelming heady scent I’d never experienced before drew me out of sleep. Opening my eyes I found I was alone in bed, clutching a pillow instead of being curled up with Nixon and Spencer. Panic spread through me as all the worst case scenarios ran through my head urging me into a sitting position. Looking around the room I didn’t see either of them but a groan had me whipping my head to the left.

I froze bewitched by the sight of Nixon and Spencer naked, clinging to each other, panting as Nixon fucked his Beta. As I’d told them before I might not have seen sex in action but I’d read enough books to know what they were doing. Part of me felt like I should lie back down and pretend I hadn’t woken up, yet I couldn’t take my eyes off them. It was one of the most beautiful things I’d ever seen.

There was a look of pure enjoyment on Spencer’s face when he met my gaze and made me wish I was the one Nixon was doing that to. When he realized I was watching he faltered, fear and shame clouded his face where it was blissful moments before. Not wanting to take this moment from them I shook my head and tried to signal for him to keep going, urging him to ignore me. I started to turn around to give them privacy but Spencer called out.

“No, don’t stop,” he pleaded, causing me to turn back to see him holding Nixon’s head tighter to his neck. “Yes, that’s what I want, just like this.”

I knew he was talking to me since his gaze was locked on mine, a slow satisfied smile on his lips as he stroked himself. Nixon began to get more forceful and slightly more erratic in his thrusts until Spencer tossed back his head, crying out. “I’m coming, fuck yes, come inside me, Alpha!”

Nixon let out a snarl as he clamped down on Spencer thrusting up into him in short bursts, as if he was knotting Spencer. I could see he wasn’t as I watched the thick band of muscle pulsing just outside Spencer’s ass. My whole body shivered, knowing that one day that would be inside me. I would somehow manage to fit all of that and be locked to my Alpha until he was finished with me.

When I first discovered I was an Omega the thought of a knot tying me to a person for possibly up to an hour was terrifying. Now as I watched the love they had for each other, kissing and whispering sweet words… I wanted it. Not just the knot, no I wanted it all. The love, caresses, promises of a life together, and knowing I was claimed. Marked to be theirs forever, that is what I never knew I’d always wanted in my life. To be an Omega claimed, marked, fucked, and loved for the rest of my life.

Seeing Spencer get up and head to the bathroom I turned my attention back to Nixon, and my question blurted out of my mouth before I could stop it. My brain was still fuzzy from all the scents in the air including my own betraying just what I was feeling at the moment. It had an edge to it that I’m sure told Nixon how much I’d enjoyed seeing them together. God, I hope they don’t hate me for watching them.

“Not exactly, Sweetheart,” Nixon answered, reminding me I’d asked him a question. “My thoughts were geared toward something a little tamer but I can see from your expression and your perfume that you didn’t mind this interaction at all.” He smiled as he stood, grabbing his boxers and pulling them up to hide his thick penis.

“Don’t look so disappointed Cambrie, there will come a time you’ll be able to examine it all you like. Tonight is not that night,” he shared, climbing back on the bed and gathering me in his arms, shoving his face into my hair. “God, you smell so good. I just want to bury myself between your legs and eat you right up.”

“Why would you want to do that?” I asked, not understanding what he was saying at all. “Wouldn’t that be gross?”

“I thought you said you read dirty romance books? Are you telling me none of them ate their woman out?” He chuckled. “Seems I’m gonna need to get you some new books… for educational purposes, of course.”

My brain raced through the books I’d read and realized they had indeed covered many moments of men with their faces between a woman’s or man’s legs. “I… I didn’t realize that you were talking about oral sex,” I mumbled.

“Ah, so you have read about it,” Nixon teased, nipping at my neck, making me squeak. “What a dirty girl you’ve been learning about things before an Alpha has the chance to teach you properly. Don’t you worry, Sweetheart, I’ll make sure you learn all about it someday soon. For now, we need to go to sleep, the four of us have a date to go on,” he purred, laying us back down and pulling the blankets up.

The bed dipped as Spencer joined us but when he didn’t slide in, I looked up to see him staring at us with the strangest face. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing Dove, absolutely nothing. I love seeing you two curled up together and how happy he is with you nestled in his arms,” Spencer shared as he snuggled against me so I was sandwiched between them.

“You’re not mad he’s holding me after you two just had sex?” I asked, biting my lip and waiting for his answer.

He leaned in, kissing me softly until I freed my lip. “No Dove, mad is the furthest thing from what I’m feeling right now. It’s hard to explain but seeing someone you love happy even if I’m not the one at that moment making him feel that way means everything to me. But knowing it’s you, a person who also makes me happy, it’s practically euphoric. Now go to sleep. I have a big day planned.”

Nodding I closed my eyes and let the rumble of Nixon’s purr echoing through my chest lull me to sleep.

“You better make sure that she eats lunch, we need to get some weight on her and skipping meals isn’t going to help,” Bodhi instructed as he helped me put on a borrowed jacket of his.

In fact, I was wearing a shirt of his too since he was the closest to my size. I wore the leggings again since I didn’t have another option unless I wanted sweatpants. It was nice to be wrapped up in Bodhi’s fresh, pure scent that reminded me of that smell you get right after a rainstorm.

“Seriously Bodhi, do you think we are incapable of taking care of Cambrie?” Spencer demanded as he glared at the fellow Beta. “Marius’s sister was an Omega, and Nixon also has two siblings he managed to keep alive while growing up together. Between the three of us I’m sure we’ll manage just fine in case you were gunning for an invite.”

Bodhi scowled as he zipped the jacket all the way up to my chin. “No I wasn’t trying to come with. I’m just reminding you because my money’s on the fact that Cambi here won’t tell you she’s hungry.”

Looking between them I couldn’t tell if they were really mad at each other or not. “Please don’t argue, not about me. I promise to tell you if I’m hungry if we don’t stop to eat before I reach that point.”

“We ready to head out?” Marius asked, jogging down the stairs and noticing the standoff. “Uh… Did I miss something?”

Nixon was leaning against the garage door watching this whole thing go down with a smirk. “Nope, just two possessive mother hens fighting over their chick. Come on Sweetheart, let’s leave them to it and the three of us will have a good time instead.”

“Nix,” Spencer gasped. “I’m the one who came up with the idea in the first place, like hell you are leaving me behind.” With that said, Spencer took my hand and led me into the garage.

Four beautiful cars were parked in the garage, the bright red one caught my eye as Spencer guided me over to Nixon’s sedan. “Who’s car is that?”

“That would be Marius,” Spencer shared, taking in my shocked face. “I know right, you never would have guess he had a love for sports cars but he does. I’m sure he’ll take you for a ride if you ask.”

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