It was a moment of profound weakness, the moment I crumbled beneath the overwhelming need for comfort, warmth, anything that could lessen the pain. And he was so close, so damn close, I couldn’t fight it. I couldn’t stop myself from leaning into him, pressing my cheek against his chest, weeping as if I had only lost her yesterday.
Perfume.
Memories.
Yesterday.
Little did I know that I had never truly broken down before. I had never allowed myself the freedom to cry and mourn and hurt without limitations. Thoughts of how I had to stay strong, how I had to keep moving on and live a life that stood still for no one, kept me from emptying my soul of the grief that had crippled me ever since.
But here, now, with him, I broke. I shattered. And I fell.
Into the arms of my captor.
The Musician.