Even that was too much.
She squirmed, trying to rid herself of the material.
Ollie swallowed hard as his gaze scanned her nearly nude body, on display for him and ready for anything he wanted to try next.Unlike Van, he didn’t rush.Instead, his finger traced the intersection of her skin and the silk.“You’re so soft.I could touch you all day.”
“You could, but then I’d go crazy.”She was about to beg as it was.“Take your clothes off.I want to see you and touch you, too.”
He nodded, then made quick work of it, ripping open the snaps of his long-sleeved, black shirt to put his surprisingly cut yet lean torso on display while he concentrated on getting rid of his socks and pants.It was a little awkward in the limited space, but he didn’t get tripped up by that, instead chuckling at their predicament and how desperate they were for each other.
Kyra knew right then.Sex with Ollie would be remarkable.It would be like the world’s best comfort food, nourishing her soul along with her body.
And she couldn’t wait another moment to experience it.
Unfortunately, that’s exactly when Ollie hesitated.He knelt on the bed beside her, his ass resting on his heels and his hands palms up on either knee.
His cock, hard and ready, made it clear it wasn’t because he didn’t find her attractive.
“You’re sure?”Ollie asked, giving her a chance even then to change her mind.“If we do this, it’s done.I’m not going to hide it from Van or anyone else.”
“I wouldn’t ask you to.”Something about him called to Kyra, deep inside, to the parts of her that weren’t as secure as she’d like or as confident as she acted.It also gave her the courage to take charge.Whereas with Van, she’d laid back and taken what he’d given her, with Ollie…she wanted to be the person who could do that for him.“I’m positive.I can’t say what will happen tomorrow, but for right now—”
“That’s all I’m concerned about.”He reached out and put his hand on the side of her neck, drawing her to him for another kiss.She didn’t stop there this time.
Kyra kissed along his jaw and then lower, dragging her teeth down the exposed length of his neck.That he trusted her so much, gave her free rein, it encouraged her to deserve his faith.To make whatever they had incredible while it lasted.
She sank lower while he rose up as if he couldn’t bear to stay mostly seated.He knelt on the bed while she went onto all fours.Kyra licked a meandering path down the center of his chest and abs, tempted to pause and knead the muscles flexing there in response to her every touch.
Right before she reached his navel, she teased him.“Tell me what it was like with two women.I have to know what I’m up against.”
Though he chuckled, he didn’t play along.“What if I tell you about something else instead?”
“Like what?”She glanced up, refusing to be distracted for long.So she saw the immense relief and the renewed desire that flashed across his face when her palm dragged along his inner thigh until she cradled his balls in her palm.
It was heady to witness the impact she had on him.A pearl of precome appeared at the tip of his erection.She licked it from him, grinning when he cursed.It took him a few seconds to recover, during which she stroked him with long, slow passes of her hand on his cock.
She couldn’t wait to feel him moving within her to the rhythm that would become uniquely theirs.Still, he had some tricks of his own remaining.
“You should ask me if I’ve ever been with another guy.”His hips jutted forward, making it impossible to ignore how his hard-on stiffened and grew beneath her caresses.Damn, he was more impressive than she’d expected.
Kyra measured his length with her fingers, loving the heat and weight of him in her hand.
“Have you done it?”she asked, somewhat surprised, though she supposed she shouldn’t have been.Simply because he’d always been interested in her didn’t mean he wasn’t interested in others—similar to her or not—too.
He nodded.“Hell yes.It’s been a while, but I’m willing to experiment and try things at least once.Or…more than once, if I end up liking it.”
“Ollie, damn.”She panted.“That’s so sexy.”
“No offense, but there’s nothing quite like a blowjob from another man.At least not according to my old roomie.”Ollie shrugged.“That guy who invited me to the frat party?We shared a shitty college-town apartment while he was in school.There were a few times I couldn’t pay my rent and he offered me an alternate arrangement.”
“You did what you had to in order to survive.”She kissed his hip, wishing he didn’t always seem so damn alone.After today, she swore he would never be again.
They were more than friends.It had been coming for a while.
It was time she acknowledged that fact.“No matter what happens, Ollie, I need you to understand I’ll always be here for you.Okay?”
He grimaced.“Thanks, but don’t feel bad for me or some shit.Sorry, it’s hard to think with you…doing that.I made it sound sleazier than it was.He liked it, and so did I.At least on a physical level.We didn’t have any deeper connection than that.And so when he graduated, we went our separate ways.”
“Is that what you’ll say about me someday?”She cleared her throat, afraid of the answer.