Page 32 of 4-Ever Theirs (4-Ever 1)

When they could do more than simply endure the blasts of gale-force passion they’d whipped up together, Simon was the first to break the quiet.

“That looked…amazing,” he sighed, his voice full of wonderment.

Andi pressed a kiss beside his half-hard cock and masterminded a devious plan on the fly.

“Why don’t you let me suck you until you’re ready again? We’ll swap positions. No reason you should miss out on the good stuff.” She grinned up at Simon, who blinked then nodded furiously.

“You’re sure?” Reed hesitated. The other guys waited for her to confirm.

“If you try to stop me, I’ll knee you in the balls.” Andi grinned as he reflexively covered his junk.

“Give the lady what she wants,” he instructed. And they did.

They tried it again, and again, just to be sure every possible combination was equally as marvelous, until she believed she might know how it felt to be an amusement park ride—spun around and ridden endlessly. She loved every moment.

At some point, she lost track of what went where and who was doing those magical things to her each part of her body. The three guys melded into one. Where she went and whoever they were with after this didn’t matter. She would be forever theirs.

Her mind detached from her physical being, ensuring all she could do was feel and react accordingly.

Utter decadence.

The guys didn’t seem to have any complaints either.

A long, long while later they lay wrecked, finally spent.

Andi snuggled among them, replete and drifting for some undetermined amount of time. She figured it was the utter relaxation of her body and the endorphins flooding her brain that made her speak her errant thoughts out loud. “What if there’s a way to make this work long distance?”

It was as if she went from being nestled in a pile of puppies to lying among tombstones for how stiff the guys went. Reed especially. A mask dropped over his face, cutting her off from every genuine feeling he’d exposed previously.

“We’ve already brainstormed every possible solution,” he explained. “It won’t work.”

“Why not?” She swallowed. “I mean, I know I’ll be four hours away, but we could visit on weekends and holidays. The time in between would suck…”

Shaking her head, she stopped her wishful thinking. “It’s not fair to you guys to ask you to give up a real relationship for me. I’m sorry.”

Cooper surprised her by taking her hand. “Think about what you’re saying. You’d be alone most of the time. Waiting around for one of us to show up. And how would you…pick? Or maybe you know which of us you’d prefer to be with after the past week?”

“Are we on the same planet?” She rose, tugging on her clothes as she spun to face them. She couldn’t bear to be so naked. “Why couldn’t I have you all to myself?”

And when she said it like that…it seemed awfully selfish. How could she be enough for the three of them? Not for a fun night of fucking, but for something more permanent?

She couldn’t, she supposed.

Jumbled emotions had her pacing, mumbling to herself.

Simon hopped off the bed and crossed to her. He hugged her tight then said, “Andi, this is fun. And amazing. But what are you going to do when there’s a Halloween party at your new boss’s house? Or a fundraiser? Take three guys with you everywhere? Rotate us? Make one of us your public guy, and the other two your sidepieces?”

“I…” She shrugged helplessly. How could she hurt them like that?

“You haven’t had time to really digest this.” Reed stayed put. “We have. We’ve thought about it a lot.”

They obviously didn’t like the verdict they’d reached any more than she did, but what other choice did the four of them have? She could see it their way when she thought about how unfair it would be to them.

Cooper glowered. “I can see in your face that you still don’t get it.”

“We’re not worried about us.” Reed shook his head as he continued, “People will talk. They won’t necessarily be kind to someone who’s chosen an alternative lifestyle. And we won’t be anywhere around to protect you if you need us. We won’t put you in that kind of danger. Shit, look what almost happened last weekend! No more chances like that. If some wacko hurt you…”

Simon moaned.

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