Enzo breaks away from my mouth, kissing down my neck at the same time he pulls my shirt from my head. I gasp as his lips find my nipple, and he sucks it into his mouth before licking his way to my other breast. I grip onto his midnight hair and squirm, the desire rising inside me as intense as it has been with him before. But this time, I’ve lost all my reservations. I don’t care if this is something that can’t last. I’m going to take it anyway.

“Baby, I want to taste you. I need to bury my face in your pussy and find out how wet you are for me.” Enzo carries me through the room, and I finally get a chance to peek around at the indoor pool with glittering rocks, a hot tub, and a sloping beach-like entrance.

“I’m drenched. So hot,” I murmur.

“I fucking need to know for certain. I can’t wait any longer. You’re all I ever think about. Crave. I need you to be mine, Kinsey. I don’t care about anything else.” Enzo nuzzles his face to my throat, nipping my skin, his body and mind battling it out because I took the suppressant pills, preventing him from truly scenting me with his mark, so he does so in other ways, sucking hard enough to make my toes curl.

I moan as Enzo’s fingers explore my nipples. He crashes his lips back to mine, kissing me with so much passion I can feel it in my soul. My skin buzzes in anticipation, and I inhale a sharp breath when my back hits the soft cushion of the lounge chair. The thrill of being out in the open, even in this private area of the palace sends my heart thudding.

Climbing on top of me, Enzo rests between my legs and works his way down, stripping the pajamas off as he goes as if the flimsy fabric might be his worst enemy. He glides his tongue down the center of my stomach and kisses around my navel, continuing his mission to find the spot he craves the most. I moan as his lips brush my hip. He traces my omega order mark with his tongue, the sensation building even more warmth between my legs. He undresses me completely, tossing my clothes to the side, leaving me exposed as he devours me with his sapphire eyes. His eyes sparkle with his desire, and he rubs his cock through his pants, showing me the outline of his erection.

I stretch up, grazing my fingers over it, feeling it throb under my touch, but he doesn’t let me explore him for long. He scoots lower, placing his big palms on my knees to bend my legs, making room for his broad shoulders.

I arch my back and play with his soft black hair, my muscles tensing as he buries his face between my legs and glides his tongue over my clit, sucking it gently into his mouth, just tasting and savoring my body in a way that no man has done so before. While I’m not a virgin, I don’t have much experience outside of taking control of my own pleasure. And the one guy I slept with wasn’t very memorable. Because I was only faking it as a beta, and he was a beta, who did absolutely nothing for me. It was more out of curiosity than anything.

I can’t think about that anymore.

This will forever be my first real act of pleasure with a man—an alpha—now.

“You taste so fucking good.” Enzo slides a finger inside me, rolling his tongue over my body at the same time. “I want to stay right here forever.”

Enzo groans, the vibration of his voice sending tingles through my body. He dips his finger in and out, working me up and slickening his hand with my desire. I squirm under the sensation, imagining what it would be like if he would fuck me now, taking what he wanted. But I know what would happen. I wouldn’t get pregnant because I’m not in heat, but it doesn’t mean he wouldn’t knot with me. It would be a bond that would seal whatever is to come. Giving him that kind of power isn’t something he would take lightly, at least, if he’s being truthful. That’s why both omegas and alphas are open to sleeping with betas. We don’t get the same kind of attachment. The bond. At least, not with a beta who isn’t intended to be part of your pack romantically like Desmond is. Because I know that he is included. Packs tend to be all or nothing when it comes to a woman. If it was just one alpha, then it would only be one bond. But there are so many with his brothers. I wouldn’t mind testing the waters with Desmond. I’m attracted to him, after all.

“You’re going to come for me now, baby. You ready?” Enzo rubs my inner wall, watching my face as lust weighs my eyelids, my eyelashes obscuring the world.

“Mmmhmm.” I gasp at the intense wave of tingles growing through me, his exploration arousing something amazing in my very being.

Enzo licks and sucks and kisses my clit, working his finger in and out of me as he massages a spot inside me that sends my body spasming, pushing the thoughts of his brothers completely away to focus solely on him. I bow forward, grabbing his dark hair harder, trying to ease him away as the sensation grows even more powerful, but he only meets my eyes and whispers for me to let him finish.

My muscles tighten with my orgasm, and I scream and fly back, riding the wave of pleasure that Enzo ignites in me.

“Fuck, baby. You don’t know how hard it is to stop. I want you to be mine,” Enzo says, adjusting his hard cock in his pants.

I smile and reach for him, wanting him to switch places with me. “It’s only fair that you let me taste you too. I can’t be the only one getting attention.”

“See what I mean about how sweet you are? You damn well know that I don’t need extra attention. I’m good with giving you all mine, all the time. I want to give you more. I want you to let me be selfish and deny you.” Enzo traces his finger over my pelvis, making me shiver, my body still pulsing.

I shake my head, planting my hands on his chest to push him back, seeing if he’ll resist. He only does for a second until I rub my fingers over the length of his shaft pressing to his pants. He groans and gives in. I can tell it takes all his restraint to let me have this sort of control. He’s an alpha, after all.

He plays with my hair, tucking it behind my ears to keep it out of my face. I link my fingers to his pants and unfasten them, slowly sliding my hand down to feel exactly what I do to him. He’s a lot thicker than I realize, and I wonder if it would hurt to sleep with him.

I push the thought away because I shouldn’t have to worry about that right now. I don’t need to worry about it at all. I know that my body will prepare itself for me. There is no pain when it comes to the pleasure an alpha gives an omega and only the high of adrenaline from such a rush.

I grab the front of his pants and pull them down further, wanting to strip him to be as naked as I am. I want to memorize his body with my fingers and my mouth. I want to imprint it in my brain to come back to this later when I need something amazing to think about.

He shifts his body, letting me undress him, and I position myself between his legs. He arches up and lets me pull his shirt over his head before he meets me for another kiss, our bodies so close that all I would have to do is ease up a bit more, and he could be inside me. The thought turns me on, and I push him back to resist, gliding my hands down the ridges of his delectable six-pack and to his intimidating erection. I lace my fingers around it and stroke him slowly, starting from his base and working my way up to caress my palm over his tip, feeling the pre-cum dripping. I use it to lubricate my hand, smiling as he closes his eyes and releases a sigh of pleasure. I take my time familiarizing myself with him, listening to his reactions to see what he likes and what he wants more of. I use my other hand to stroke his balls before I finally bend forward to glide my tongue over his tip. His body ripples with his desire, and I peek up at him, watching him stare at me as I part my lips and suck him into my mouth. He plays with my hair, pulling it back and twining it around his hand, guiding me in the way he prefers.

I inhale a breath as I suck him in as far as I can go, and then I add pressure and lick the bottom side of the shaft, twirling my tongue, feeling how his balls tighten with the pleasure radiating from him. I glide my fingers under his balls, massaging the soft skin there without trying to go any farther, but damn, he enjoys it. He moans deep and rumbling, his body flexing. I don’t even have to be aware of his scent to know how much he loves this moment. The sweetness of his cock tantalizes me, and I imagine what it would be like to have this forever.

I never thought I would ever be with an alpha, because I thought that my chance to bond died with the men my parents chose for me, but I realize that isn’t true now.

“Kinsey, that feels so good.” Enzo groans and moans, continuing to hold my head as if he can’t stand the thought of giving me complete control. It makes me work harder and faster, bobbing my head while I continue to massage him, just wanting so badly for him to come. I wonder what he tastes like and if it will be different if I do this again while I’m not influenced by the suppressant pill.

He might’ve been right about me torturing myself, because it drives me crazy not getting the full effect of his pleasure.

“I’m going to come, Kinsey.” Enzo tightens his hand in my hair even more, trying to slow me down.

I hum in anticipation, the vibration of my voice sending him over the edge. He grunts as he sits up, clinging to me as if he’ll fly away otherwise. Sweetness floods my mouth, and I slowly pull away and swallow, meeting his gaze, his heavy-lidded eyes so sexy in this moment.