“Please, I can’t stand it anymore. Just fucking get me off. Fuck me hard. Show me everything you want to do to me.” I gasp with my words, his finger pressing harder, the sensation building ecstasy between my legs to shock the rest of my body.
He glides his tongue over his lips, keeping his gaze on mine. Bending forward he drags his tongue over the seam of my body and sucks my clit again, twirling his tongue just right to build me up once more.
I clutch onto his hair, tightening my thighs around him, not letting him pull away. He slows and manages to break my hold to put me on the edge once more. I’ve never wanted to be pushed so badly in my life. I’m not used to this kind of torture. Good torture. His desire lashes across my skin as he buries his face between my legs, licking harder and faster, nipping me and kissing, sucking my clit until my whole body clenches.
I moan so fucking loud that I’m sure the whole yacht can hear me, and I cover my mouth with my hands. My orgasm lasts longer than I’ve ever experienced, and Evander slides a finger inside me, rubbing my insides just right to extend the length of my mind-blowing bliss. A shock lights my body ablaze, and I arch my back, my body spasming with the pleasure igniting in every molecule. I didn’t know I could squirt like that, and Evander hums with pride as if that’s exactly what he wanted my body to do for him.
I gasp, my heart racing, my whole body tingling. Every muscle still remains tight, the pleasure pulsing through me. I can’t get myself to do anything but stare at him and watch his eyes flicker gold.
“You’re mine.” His words strike my very being, resonating within me. Something shifts between us, the hurt of his abandonment now healing as our souls entangle. I realize in this moment that the control his alpha had on him snaps. It’s now me. He might control my body and my pleasure in this moment, but I have his wolf. His spirit. I have stolen it, and despite him saying that I am his, I really know that he’s mine. And there’s nothing anyone can do about it.
“Prove it,” I say, my voice breathy and hoarse from my moans. “Show me.”
Evander growls, the vibration of his voice zinging through me as he flips me onto my stomach and spreads my ass cheeks to position his hard cock between my legs. He lifts me up with an arm across my hips until I’m on my knees yet my breasts stay planted on the mattress. He holds my hips as he thrust inside of me, the deep penetration enough to make me scream out. My voice muffles in the pillow, his wild side showing with every bump of his hips to my body. I ache in the best way, my body stretching and getting used to him. He reaches forward and cups my boobs, stroking my nipples and rocking short and fast, remaining deep as he fucks me how I want.
“You’re so fucking wet. You’re dripping. I want you all day, every day, my beautiful woman.” Evander thrusts over and over, whispering his words of affection as I lose myself to the intensity of our passion.
I moan, my voice coming in quick bursts, and I close my eyes and open myself completely to him, my soul swelling with a dozen emotions that leave me breathless.
With the way he’s acting and the control he’s taking, I expect him to knot with me like an alpha, but it doesn’t happen. A wave of relief and disappointment flickers through me. My wolf side is really fucking anxious. A part of me wants him to be able to knock me up. My human rationale tames my wolf, and I beg for Evander to make me come again.
“I just want to forget everything. Make my mind shut up,” I say, murmuring into the pillow, moaning as he shifts his hand and reaches to touch between my legs.
“Whatever you want. You’re mine. I will fuck you until you can’t even think.” Evander rubs his fingers against my clit, thrusting harder and deeper, his strokes desperate until all I can think about is the pleasure between us. The passion.
My body explodes again, and my vagina tightens with the pulses of my orgasm.
Evander moans and leans forward, pushing me down flat on the bed as he fucks me so hard I can nearly feel it in my stomach. He leans forward, his back resting against mine and he sucks on my shoulder, leaving his mark. My eyes roll to the back of my head as I lose myself completely, just enjoying the sensation of our bodies together, our minds as one, and how amazing it is to have Evander back. I’ve missed him.
I’m never letting him go again.
Evander grunts as he comes, staying inside me as he slows. He eases his weight off me, but remains lying on top, brushing his lips right beneath my ear.
“I hope you don’t let go of me. Things are going to be hard, but I’m here now. I see things more clearly. I was scared that you didn’t need me anymore, Eliana. That’s the truth as to why I gave in so easily to the Blackshell pack. But I was wrong. I hope you can forgive me.” Evander snuggles me closer, digging his arms beneath me as he hugs me from behind.
“You know I already have,” I whisper, breathing in sync with him, feeling his heart beating against my back. “It’s why I want to leave Shadow Moon. I want to take you all with me. It’s the only way I know we can be together as a pack...as a family. Will you go? Will you fight by my side to leave? If I stay, I don’t know what will happen. The council seems to have a hell of a lot of power. Magic. There’s something with them that I don’t know. They need lykoswulves. They need us to have a good population for some reason that I just haven’t figured out yet.” The more I think about it, the more I realize the truth to the words. It’s not just the packs that want power. Kellan had once said that bigger packs equal greater power, but for whom? Is it really for the lykoswulves or is it for Starrise? The other creatures that live in this world? I need to find out.
“I will follow you wherever you need me to go, Eliana. But we might have to do it quickly. We might have to run the second this yacht docks. I can’t see another way. The others...we can get word to them.” Evander slowly slides out of me and rolls off, turning me toward him. “We need to call Adam. He’ll know what we can do.”
I nod my head. “You’re right. This might be our chance. The packs are weak, and as the territories fight. The council mentioned opening the portal for us to go to the human world—well, for the alphas to go.”
Smiling, he leans in and kisses me. “My beautiful, smart woman. How did I ever survive these last few weeks without you? Never again. Promise.”
I close my eyes for a second, trying not to react. I’m afraid of promises now. Promises are far too easy to break.
What if this one also gets broken?
I guess I’ll just have to fight to make sure it doesn’t.
I will get the life I want. My future is mine. All fucking mine.
Chapter twenty-three
Eliana
Alpha Wars
“Assoonaswereach the gateway to the territories, we need to make a run for it. If we can get back to where we first landed on the island, we can take shelter there. We won’t be hunted like we were before. We just need to lay low until one of us can reach the others.” Adam scrubs the back of his neck, keeping his thoughts between me and him and Evander.