Page 71 of Third Chances (Men of Manhattan 2)

He laughed. "A guy can dream."

"About getting high at one of his best friend's wedding?"

"Oh yeah. I think that sounds amazing. I get depressed at weddings."

"What do you mean?" I asked as we walked back toward our table.

He frowned. "It reminds me that I'm alone, you know? Especially with Mason and James both tying the knot soon."

Matt and I rarely talked about stuff like this. We hung out all the time and I had no idea he felt that way. And he didn't know that I felt the same. We were always too busy being each other's wingmen. I watched Daphne push the glass of water closer to James. "I know exactly what you mean."

"Maybe we can finish off the acid together during the wedding then," Matt said with a laugh.

No, I'm not going to be alone at this wedding. James said I should invite Daphne. Maybe I would. Maybe I didn't need to be envious of his relationship with Penny. I could have something real too. "I'm planning on being sober at my brother's wedding," I said and clapped him on the back. "I don't want to let him down. I'm the best man."

"You really like to throw that in everyone's face."

"Maybe if you didn't slip things in his drink, it would have been you."

Matt laughed. "Nah. I promise I won't do anything inappropriate on his big day, though."

"You better not."

"Good luck getting Daphne into bed tonight," he said with a wink and walked back to his chair.

I didn't want Daphne in my bed. I just wanted her in my arms. I put my hand on the back of her chair and crouched down beside her. "Do you mind switching seats with me? I need to talk to James."

"Yeah. Rob," she said and touched my forearm. "He's upset. He's worried Penny is getting cold feet. Don't you think you should let him talk to her?"

"Maybe in the morning. Letting him talk to her right now isn't going to help anything. It'll just get Penny upset for no reason."

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hne smiled. "You're probably right." She slid into the seat that I had been in before and watched me sit down next to James.

"How are you feeling?" I asked him.

James rubbed his forehead. "Hungry."

I laughed. "Drink this, okay?" I placed the glass of water down in front of him.

"I already drank all of Daphne's water. I'm not really thirsty. Just hot." He had unbuttoned the top few buttons of his shirt.

"I know you haven't done any drugs since you left the shrew."

James laughed. He loved when I called his ex wife that.

God, what was Matt thinking? What if he gets addicted to this? I looked at James' face. He looked a mess. He didn't look like he was enjoying himself. "It's possible that you've taken a small amount of acid." Or a large amount. Matt was rather vague.

He laughed. "No. I didn't. I haven't touched anything like that since I started teaching. I miss that sometimes. Not the drugs." He laughed again. "Teaching. I felt like I was actually making a difference, you know? It's stupid."

"Yeah, I know. And it's not stupid." But I hadn't known. James never opened up to me about his problems. He always held everything in. He was never vulnerable like this. Or at least, he hadn't been in a long time.

"It is stupid. I'd give up anything to be with Penny. I don't need to teach, but I do need her."

"You can have both, you know."

He shook his head. "And who would hire me? I'm just the guy who seduced one of his students."

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