"You."

"Do you mean like this?" He stroked my pussy with his tongue.

"Professor Hunter," I moaned.

He put his knees on the tile floor and lifted my thighs over his shoulders. While I was admiring his strength, he slid two fingers inside of me.

I gasped.

"Or maybe you'd prefer that I fuck you with my fingers?" His dirty words made me want him even more.

"Yes!"

He moved his lips to my clit and sucked on it hard. I was pinned against the shower wall, completely immobile. He pumped his hand faster, moving his fingers in and out of me. His tongue continued to stroke my clit, driving me crazy.

"Yes!" I screamed again.

He pushed my thighs even farther apart. The position allowed his fingers to go even deeper. He was licking and swirling his tongue over my clit. I could feel my body begin to shudder in his arms. He placed his lips around my clit again and sucked hard.

"Professor Hunter!"

I threw the pages back down, scattering them across the coffee table. Holy shit. My whole body felt hot. James was right about the details. Vivid, mind-blowing details. I swallowed hard. I almost felt like I was drunk like I had been in that scene where James had walked me home. I pushed the pages back together so no one would be able to see the heated scene I had just been reading. I needed fresh air. A walk would help clear my head and cool me off. I walked over to Melissa and Josh’s room and knocked on the door.

“Hey, Melissa?”

She opened the door and blew a strand of hair out of her flushed face.

I stifled a laugh. I was almost 100 percent sure she had just been banging Josh.

“What’s up?” she asked.

“I was wondering if you could watch Scarlett? She’s upstairs sleeping, so she won’t be much trouble. But I wanted to go for a walk…”

“Oh, I can come with you. Just give me a sec.”

“It’s okay. I wanted to clear my head.”

“If I’m being completely honest, I promised James I wouldn’t let you go anywhere alone.”

That made sense after I'd tried to run away. It was funny that she was in charge of watching me instead of Scarlett, though. I wasn’t sure James trusted me with my daughter after today either. I had learned my lesson about fiber. “I’ll ask one of James' security guards to come with me.”

“Alright. You sure?”

I lowered my voice. “You’re clearly busy.”

“I am not…” her voice trailed off. “Fine. You caught me. In my defense, I thought you and James were busy too.”

I laughed. No, not quite. In my manuscript though? Yes. Yes. Yes! I could feel my own cheeks blushing just thinking about that shower scene. “I’ll be back in a bit.”

“Awesome. Maybe we can watch a movie or something like we always used to? Just us. I feel like we need a girls’ night.”

“I heard that,” Josh said with a laugh from behind the door.

I smiled. “I’d like that. No offense, Josh,” I added.

“None taken,” he said.

“Have fun.” I smiled at her and left them alone. A girls’ night sounded perfect. Just like old times. Even though they still partially felt like current times to me. But I was getting used to this reality. I was getting used to James and the kids. I could picture myself here now.