Page 17 of Big & Burly Rockstar

Chapter 8

Elli

The first thing I notice when I wake up is a heavy arm lying over my waist. The second thing is something digging into my side.

My eyes fly open and I’m wide awake. I glance at Dev peacefully slumbering next to me, his full lips parted slightly.

It’s a normal thing that happens to all men. It has nothing to do with you.The thing is, I want it to be because of me. At some point in the last couple of days, I went from thinking Dev is nothing but an arrogant, womanizing rockstar, to being attracted to him. More than attracted, if I’m being honest. I want him. Want to have sex with him. It’s been so damn long.

Bad idea,I tell myself. And it is. If we have sex and things go wrong, I’ll still have to see him all the time for the next year. Still, I can’t help but imagine what it would be like to feel his big, strong hands roam over my body, to feel him inside of me. To see this powerful man come completely undone.

I glance at my phone and realize it’s only 5.30. Dev probably won’t wake up for hours. His chest still rises and falls slowly, and his eyes are firmly shut.

I slide a hand into my panties and bite back a moan. Fuck, I’m soaked. Just thinking about being with him has me sopping wet. I circle my clit, trying to keep me breathing even, while I think about all the things I want Dev to do to me. I close my eyes and imagine his hot tongue on me, my hands fisting his hair, imagine him moaning against my pussy until he can’t hold back any longer and finally fucks me.

“Enjoying yourself, princess?”

My eyes fly open and I see Dev smirking at me. His gaze flicks to my crotch, as if he can see through the blanket, and he arches an eyebrow. I yank my hand out of my panties.

“I—” Heat floods my face.

His smirk widens into a grin. “Yes?”

I shake my head and close my eyes, unable to bear looking at him any longer. God, I’m such an idiot. I’m never, ever, going to hear the end of this.

Dev shifts next to me, his boner still digging into my hip, and suddenly, cool air hits my skin. The bastard pulled the blanket away.

When I look at him, the amusement on his face has turned into something much darker. There’s a dangerous gleam in his eyes. “Don’t you want to finish?” he asks, his voice a sensual rasp.

“What?”

“Don’t you want to finish?”

Surely, he can’t be serious? I blink at him, unable to form words. He sighs. “I want you to finish, Elli. And I want to watch.”

My pussy clenches even though embarrassment still has my face warm. “Do you think that’s a good idea?” I manage.

Dev lets out a low, rumbling laugh that makes goosebumps rise on my spine. “I don’t care. I woke up to you getting yourself off next to me, princess. Tell me, what were you thinking of?”

I gulp, my heart hammering against my ribcage.

“Who were you thinking of?” There’s that damn smirk again.

“I think you already know,” I say, not looking at him.

He grabs my chin and forces me to look at him. “Tell me. I want to hear you say it.”

I swallow drily. “You. I was thinking of you.”

The look of pure male satisfaction on his face makes it hard to breathe. “And what did you fantasize about?”

I’ve never thought of myself as a prude. Even if I’ve only had sex with two men, I enjoyed it. But… Actually saying my desires out loud?

“Come on, princess. Tell me. Honesty is a virtue, you know.”

“You’d just make fun of me.”

He cocks his head. “Do you honestly believe that?”

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