I listen to his steady heartbeat beneath my ear.
“You’re beautiful when you smile.”
I can’t stop thinking about her. Every time my phone pings, my heart does a somersault.
I lift my head off Rick’s chest, reach for my phone on the nightstand, and take a selfie of us. I upload it to Instagram. When I check my notifications, I notice Dallas has started following me.
The annoying butterflies return.
My hands tremble slightly as I follow her back. I go to Ben’s page and follow him too. It’s probably not the smartest move I’ve made, but curiosity killed the cat, as they say.
I check to make sure Rick is engrossed in the movie, then scoot up in bed and reach for a pillow to use behind my back.
Ben’s page is filled with photographs of him and his friends. I scroll through and spot several of Dallas too. In one, she sits on Ben’s broad shoulders with her tongue out. I also find one of her asleep on Ben’s lap.
I stop scrolling.
Ben is looking down on her sleeping form with a soft smile.
It’s said a picture speaks more than a thousand words. In this case, it’s true. Ben cares about Dallas. I can see it in his smile.
My eyebrows shoot up in surprise when I read the caption.
“Though she be but little she is fierce.”
Shakespeare. Ben pays attention in class, after all.
I glance at Rick. He’s scratching his jaw and chuckling at a funny part in the movie. His dark hair is still damp from showering after football practice.
Does he look at me like that?
I turn my attention back to the phone in my hand.
I’ve gone to the same school as Ben my whole life, but I never paid much attention to him until now. He was never on my radar before, but there’s something about him that I can’t unsee. My body lights up like a fucking firecracker whenever he enters the room.
“Are you okay?” Rick asks, shifting on the bed.
My heart jolts.
I angle my phone away. “I’m fine.” I may look calm on the outside but on the inside…
Satisfied with my reply, Rick turns his attention back to the movie.
I slump in relief. I haven’t technically done anything wrong. I’m just looking at photographs, right? Never mind that this particular person happens to make my clit throb with its own heartbeat.
My fingers tremble as I browse through Ben’s page and pause to look at a photo dump of him and his friend Josh. They’re sitting shirtless at the edge of a jetty with their feet in the water, looking over their shoulder at the camera.
I suck my bottom lip between my teeth and trail my eyes over Ben’s broad back, lost in the intricate details of his tattoos. There’s a skull with a tilted crown on its head, a script tattoo on his left rib, and a steampunk clockwork tattoo. On his left wrist, a set of leather wristbands bring attention to his sexy forearms.
I swipe to the next photograph and get rewarded with a frontal shot of his bare chest. He’s got a nice six-pack and a smatter of dark hairs that lead down to a mouthwatering ‘V’.
He’s standing next to Matt with a fishing rod in his hand, his head thrown back mid-laugh.
Rick shifts on the bed as the credits start rolling, so I hurry to lock the screen, placing the phone on the nightstand before straddling his lap.
My clit throbs.
I trap my lip between my teeth and roll my hips, whimpering with need. “I missed you, baby.”