“I can’t tell with you either. You seem so confident.”
 
 Christina nodded. She didn’t know what to say to that, because she
 
 knew that she projected a certain image. She’d worked hard to make it
 
 appear like she had it all together. Her father taught her all about how to
 
 perfect that and not much else. She suspected that under the brusque, hard
 
 surface, her dad was quite unhappy and had been for years. She grabbed her
 
 bag and her coffee. She knew she was taking a seriously huge leap, but at
 
 thirty-five, if she didn’t jump sometime, would she ever? Taylor wasn’t just
 
 any lake or river, or whatever water fit best with that metaphor of diving in.
 
 She was special. She was the most beautiful, placid, sweet water on earth.
 
 Water with healing properties. Water that was just so cold and delicious,
 
 and Christina felt so, so parched.
 
 “I guess we should go if we want to make it back to get any work done.
 
 I brought my tablet. I have a bunch of brochure and pamphlet designs to
 
 show you.” There was her confidence, slowly returning. She didn’t feel like
 
 she had to fake it. She felt strangely comforted by their conversation. Like
 
 she didn’t have to run and hide and figure out a strategy for avoidance. In
 
 fact, she’d lost the need for escape altogether.
 
 Taylor grinned. She grabbed her coffee and her bag too. “I thought you
 
 might.”
 
 Chapter 18
 
 Taylor
 
 Time might officially run and order the world, but it was ultimately an
 
 illusion. Taylor had often remarked that time changed as she got older.
 
 Maybe not time, but her perception of it. Since she’d made the pitch for her
 
 business, it was hard to believe that so much had changed. So much had
 
 been accomplished. Time itself seemed to speed up.
 
 Taylor wasn’t sure where the weeks leading to Thanksgiving had gone.
 
 That day in the coffee shop where she fought for something that she didn’t
 
 even know that she had wanted, for someone that she realized was so much