grueling day of giving talks and workshops about everything
 
 from lighting and camera settings to achieving the perfect shot
 
 and telling a story with every photo, she was exhausted.
 
 Interviews were part of the process. They’d never bothered
 
 Pierre. She’d always hated them. She didn’t know why she’d
 
 agreed. To be amicable, she supposed. To do what Pierre
 
 would have done. Because a part of her still wanted to make
 
 him proud, even now that he’d been gone for over two years.
 
 Even though that gossip hound of a journalist had been
 
 sniffing at the truth.
 
 Pierre had been the most generous, charming, lovable man
 
 on the planet. There wasn’t a person in existence who hadn’t
 
 fallen under his spell at some point. He was friendly and good
 
 to a fault. His heart had been a great thing of beauty, greater
 
 than the masterful artistry of his photography, which he’d
 
 made his life’s work. Everyone in the world loved Pierre
 
 Arnaud. She’d tried. She’d tried to love him more. Deeper.
 
 The way only she could have as his wife. And she’d failed.
 
 He’d captivated her, enchanted her, but Amanda was right.
 
 He was a ticket out of her life. Out of poverty. He was a land
 
 of grand adventures and captured images, a once in a lifetime
 
 experience. He loved her with his entire heart. She’d only ever
 
 been able to give him a fraction in return. He was a way for
 
 her to lie to herself about who she really was and what she
 
 really wanted.
 
 Is it true that you prefer the company of women?
 
 Amanda’s question rang through Adalynn’s head.
 
 God, she’d tried so hard. She had loved Pierre. She had. For
 
 a long time, he was her life. Her business partner. Her
 
 protector, savior, and confidant. He taught her how to master