and that I have a massive, goofy grin splitting my face in two.
 
 I try to stop smiling, but I can’t.
 
 “That sounds delicious. I love mac and cheese.”
 
 “Are you being serious right now? Because I was just
 
 going to make that for Tildy. I can get us some real adult food
 
 to eat.”
 
 “No. That sounds really good. I’ll have what she’s
 
 having.”
 
 “Okay. Uh, see you soon, then.”
 
 “Bye.”
 
 I hang up and walk out of the bathroom. I’m so happy
 
 that I feel I could float straight out one of the windows if it
 
 was open without a screen to stop me. Maybe the screen
 
 wouldn’t even hold me back.
 
 I do wonder, as I’m driving over to Adley’s place, why
 
 she was so worried. She probably thought I’d be angry, but I
 
 don’t know why. Maybe she thought that I’d think she was
 
 lying because she just didn’t want to hang out. Maybe she’s
 
 worried because she said she wanted to take things slow and
 
 she was actually trying to get me to not come over because she
 
 thought it was too fast and going to someone’s place is quite
 
 an intimate, slightly risky thing to do. Maybe now she’s
 
 scrambling to get Tildy to come over, but I don’t think so. She
 
 wouldn’t have cancelled on me. I can’t see her trying to make
 
 something up. If she didn’t want to hang out, she would have
 
 just told me so.
 
 I just have this strange feeling that Adley keeps waiting
 
 for something bad to happen with us. I keep going back to the
 
 thought that I have about someone having hurt her in the past
 
 and those wounds still being pretty fresh and raw. Even scars