go to a perfumery and got them to make me something
 
 custom. It’s basically an essential oil that I dab on and it lasts
 
 for a few hours. It doesn’t have that strong, chemical or
 
 alcohol scent that the store perfumes sometimes do. For
 
 special occasions, I bring out the tiny bottle of vanilla scented
 
 oil. I only ever dab it on at my wrists and behind my ears.
 
 Adley’s hand shifts in mine. I think she’s going to pull
 
 it away, and I freeze. The next piece of music starts, merry and
 
 jaunty. Adley’s finger strokes my palm before she clasps my
 
 hand again.
 
 It was the tiniest of movements, but it makes my
 
 stomach feel pinched and my chest tight. It makes everything
 
 burn and throb. It makes me feel shivery and thrilled.
 
 This whole night is our night. Our night together. For
 
 me, that is incredibly monumental. It’s incredibly special. It’s
 
 a huge deal. I have a right to be insanely excited.
 
 Is it wrong to be proud that the most attractive woman
 
 in the entire place tonight is mine? I know what they say about
 
 pride, but I am proud. And happy. I’m so freaking happy that
 
 Adley agreed to come to this with me tonight. That I’m sitting
 
 next to her. That for now, she’s not thinking about whatever
 
 happened to her in the past. She’s enjoying herself. She’s on a
 
 date. With me. I’m on a date. With her. In public.
 
 I don’t have to think of an excuse after. I don’t have to
 
 pep-talk myself into staying. I didn’t have to fight down my
 
 rising panic at having to fake yet another night of my life.
 
 I’m just me. Sitting with her.
 
 I think this might be the most amazing night of my
 
 entire life so far.
 
 Chapter 13