r /> distraction. Something to take me out of myself. Something to
 
 get me straightened out. Something to keep me from
 
 constantly thinking about Steph. Which isn’t easy, given that I
 
 have to review profiles and message guys with her in mind.
 
 Not easy at all.
 
 I don’t need to stop thinking about her, I just need to
 
 stop thinking about her that way.
 
 Steph said the science fiction section was good. I’ve
 
 honestly never checked it out here. I like it, but I feel like it’s
 
 an acquired taste, and lately I’ve been reading more historical
 
 fiction and non-fiction. Sometimes I’ll treat myself and throw
 
 in a fantasy series. I’m usually all about the classics. You can
 
 never go wrong with a classic.
 
 Today, I’m not at all surprised that I pick out three sci-
 
 fi books.
 
 Chapter 6
 
 Stephanie
 
 Five is my favorite number. I’m not sure why. I guess I’ve
 
 always kind of felt that it was lucky. I was born on September
 
 fifth. Maybe it was natural and easy for me to pick my
 
 birthdate as my number. Whatever the reason, I’ve just always
 
 liked it. It’s well rounded without being even. It’s solid. Sure.
 
 Steady.
 
 Everyone says it’s three times that’s the charm, but for
 
 me, I think it’s more like the fifth.
 
 I’m just about to sit down to a fancy dinner in a fancy
 
 restaurant with date number five.
 
 He hasn’t arrived yet. I’ve already been given two
 
 menus, drank a glass of water because I’m nervous and I
 
 thought it would help, ordered a glass of wine to take the edge