For him to waggle those eyebrows at me. I remember
 
 squealing with laughter so hard that one time I fell right off his
 
 knee. One time, he even cracked a smile.
 
 My parents’ deck is beautiful. It’s huge, borders a hot
 
 tub, and has some pretty expensive patio furniture on it.
 
 There’s an outdoor cooking center and behind that, a huge
 
 pool and a massive strip of lawn. I think the backyard sold
 
 them on the house, actually. Mom loves to be doing stuff
 
 outside. Dad loves to grill, but more than that, he loves to sit
 
 back here after dinner and smoke his pipe.
 
 We sit down across from each other in the massive
 
 patio chairs. The cushion beneath me is softer than any
 
 outdoor furniture cushion has a right to be. Mom is obsessive
 
 compulsive about those cushions. She’s always bringing them
 
 in when it’s raining or too sunny. We live in Phoenix. It’s
 
 always too sunny. I keep telling her that the fabric is meant to
 
 withstand a crap load of direct sunlight, but she keeps telling
 
 me that’s no excuse not to bring them in when they’re not in
 
 use. It extends their life, she likes to point out. She obviously
 
 expected that we’d head back here after dinner, because the
 
 cushions were ready and waiting for us.
 
 The one habit Mom was never able to get Dad to give
 
 up is his pipe. It’s funny that I can’t stand the scent of
 
 cigarettes or cigars, but I love the scent of Dad’s pipe. He
 
 loves that thing. I’m not at all surprised to see him pull it out.
 
 He lights it up and the fragrant smell of pipe tobacco floods
 
 past me. It brings back memories of childhood. Of Christmas.
 
 Of Thanksgiving. Of summer. All of those memories are good
 
 memories. I had a great childhood. My dad worked hard and
 
 my mom worked every bit as hard too, but there was always