“Technically there were a few that night.”
 
 “Even then. Even the first time…”
 
 “Yeah.” Steph smooths her hand over my hair. “I think
 
 so too.”
 
 We both fall silent. I’m content. For me, that’s a huge
 
 deal. Usually my mind is racing, always jumping to the next
 
 thing. It’s rare for me to find a few moments of quiet, inside
 
 my head or out.
 
 “Do you think I should fill up that Jacuzzi now?” Steph
 
 asks after a few minutes. “It will probably take half an hour or
 
 longer to get it filled up.” Steph gasps suddenly and if I wasn’t
 
 looking at her, it would scare the crap out of me. “I totally
 
 forgot!” She points to the other side of the room. I follow her
 
 finger.
 
 “Strawberries! And champagne! Oh my god. You
 
 really did go all out.”
 
 “I wanted to spoil you and then I completely forgot
 
 they’d be here waiting for us. I was distracted by other things.”
 
 “Things, hmm?”
 
 “Things.” Steph tilts my face up and brushes her lips
 
 over mine.
 
 Strawberries. Champagne. A Jacuzzi tub. A huge
 
 shower. This massive bed. Massages. Mineral water. Fine
 
 dining. I don’t think I’ve ever been so spoiled. Or so happy.
 
 I’d be happy right now if we were in a crappy motel
 
 room and it was just me and Steph and the bed was dubious
 
 looking and so was the rest of the room so we decided to say
 
 fuck it and head back out to her car and sleep in there. I
 
 wouldn’t mind fogging up the windows with Steph. I’ve never
 
 tried anything in the backseat of a car before…