badly it hurts. My throat is so dry I feel like I have something
 
 wedged in it. My chest is on fire because I can’t seem to catch
 
 my breath.
 
 “Can you take off yours?” Her lips wobble and the
 
 request comes out funny. Slightly like a challenge. I always
 
 did like a challenge.
 
 I work mine off and toss it to the floor beside Steph’s. I
 
 didn’t anticipate that this would happen, since I thought Tildy
 
 was spending the night, so I have on a white sports bra. Not
 
 pretty, but comfortable enough.
 
 “Holy shit that looks complicated,” Steph rasps.
 
 “It’s not.” In two seconds flat, I have it off, tossed to
 
 the floor as well.
 
 Steph’s eyes get big. And dark. I can’t say this is how I
 
 fantasized about this moment, but it’s here and we’re semi-
 
 naked and it’s perfect just the way it is.
 
 I take Steph’s hand and lead her to the bedroom, in an
 
 effort to be romantic. I do feel slightly self-conscious that the
 
 apartment must feel small and cheap after her house, but of
 
 course, Steph doesn’t even notice any of the furniture, which
 
 is the set I had growing up with since my parents told me to
 
 take it with me when I moved out. It’s a nice set. One they
 
 spent good money on since it’s oak, but now it’s outdated. I
 
 have a lot of memories of my room at my parent’s house, and
 
 this set was part of that. I wouldn’t want to change it.
 
 Steph doesn’t see the two dressers, the tall one and the
 
 shorter one with the mirror. She doesn’t see the two matching
 
 nightstands. I did splurge on a brand new bed when I moved in
 
 here, since I couldn’t keep sleeping in a freaking captain’s bed
 
 my whole adult life The queen mattress is firm, since I can