plenty of oxygen in the room. She’d just thought there wasn’t.
 
 Her brain had played a trick on her. Maybe her heart was
 
 playing tricks too.
 
 No, that was serious. That was real.
 
 She flipped on the lights and then did something that she
 
 hadn’t done in almost eleven years. She started cooking. The
 
 fridge was fully stocked. She knew the recipes from memory.
 
 She let her hands fly, old instincts taking over. She was
 
 moving. And she was doing the one thing that she’d once
 
 loved more than anything in the world.
 
 Cooking had kept her sane. It had saved her life. She’d
 
 learned from the chef that her family employed, Hannah. She
 
 wasn’t just a good woman. She was a great woman. She’d
 
 taken pity on a sorry, aimless teenager and shared her passion.
 
 Claire wasn’t sure that she had ever truly loved anything until
 
 that moment.
 
 She was fourteen. It was Christmas Eve. Late. They never
 
 got to open presents early. There were no special celebrations.
 
 Claire’s dad was working, as he often did. She’d overheard her
 
 mom on the phone. Yelling at him. Accusing him. Claire had
 
 been far too old not to know what her dad was doing when he
 
 wasn’t at home all those nights he was working late. Her sister
 
 was asleep, blissfully unaware. Unnerved at hearing her mom
 
 on the phone when she’d gone down for a glass of water,
 
 Claire kept going, all the way to the kitchen. She found
 
 Hannah hard at work even though it was past midnight, baking
 
 and prepping for the next day.
 
 Hannah was well acquainted with the moods in the
 
 household, and she knew things had to be just right. She’d
 
 kept her job for years. She was used to Claire’s dad.