I take deep long breaths to savor every tingle that ripples through me and commit the feeling to memory. I never want to forget this. Not ever.

I always want to remember this moment, and I should because today is the best day of my life so far.

Georgiou lifts himself up, and Henry stops sucking my breast.

“Ready, Duchess?” Georgiou asks, taking his cock and fisting it in his hands.

The sight of him doing that arouses me all the more.

I nod, and the anticipation of how he’ll feel when he’s inside me tightens my lungs.

“It will only hurt for a moment, then you’ll feel good,” he promises. “Do you trust me?”

It feels like an odd thing to ask, but it means a lot. This is the part where we cross the line, and I give him something I can never have again.

No matter what I do from here onwards, where I go, or who I’m with, I’ll always remember that I gave my virginity to Georgiou Giordano.

This is not about money. It’s more—so much more for me.

More he won’t know, but I’ll take with me to the grave.

“I trust you,” I answer, and he smiles back at me.

He rubs the head of his cock over my pussy lips then pushes into me.

Henry lowers to suck on my breast again and strokes my stomach. “Just trying to get you nice and wet,” he whispers into my ear.

I can’t talk. Since everything they do is getting menice and wet, it’s working.

I’m so tight, however, that the stab of Georgiou’s cock into me still hurts.

He pushes deeper, and I wince from the pain. The burst of pleasure, however, soothes me.

“You’ll be okay. Just be a good girl for me and breathe,” Georgiou says.

I focus on the rich timbre of his sexy voice and breathe.

I take one deep breath, and that’s when he thrusts in hard.

The impact breaks my innocence. It pierces through my maidenhead, and I cry out from the pain.

The stabbing bolt lances through me, spiking every nerve in my body and a tear runs down my cheek.

The pain only subsides when he starts to move slowly inside me, and I feel good again.

Pleasure comes back in rippling waves when I realize we’re having sex. I gaze into his eyes and notice Henry doesn’t touch me at this point.

Last night, after I gave Henry my first kiss, I got the impression that they’re respectful of things that are meant to be special.

The same way Georgiou didn’t want to taint the feel of my first kiss, Henry takes a back seat now and allows Georgiou and me to feel the pleasure of something special.

My breath quickens, and my pulse skitters when Georgiou speeds up and really starts to fuck me.

The pleasure I feel now outdoes everything I’ve felt before. The moans that rumble from me sound different, and when he starts moaning too, the sound whispers over my skin.

“I’m going to fuck you hard, Duchess,” Georgiou groans, and in the same breath, he makes good on his word.

He fucks me hard, pounding into me with such a force I see stars. Sparks of white light speckle my vision, and I become lost in him.